So I fucked up the one post a day thing LOL
To be fair, I did have a post for Friday. Wrote it in the library, on my phone and everything. But my temperamental bitch ass cellur data didn't upload it like it said it did on my phone so that is me excuse LOL
My brain is torn. After the UTS party (first uni party, had no idea it was one. thought it was just New World Sound's gig LOL) all I want to do is party and live in the now and not give a shit about so many things. But Yesterday, I actually sat myself down and studied for my exam on Friday and I also found satisfaction in that.
Why do I always tempt myself by going out when I should be doing work? :(
I told a hand full of people that I wanted to quit what I was doing. They all told me not to. And I'm glad (kudos if you're one of them) I realised last night that I only wanted to because I knew nothing about the upcoming exam. That's because I hadn't revised, or even attended the lectures for that matter. I expected myself to know everything because that'd what life used to be like for me. I went to lectures and I just remembered what they said and I could do okay with minimal revision.
I feel so naive for expecting myself to still be okay despite not going to the lectures. I've slacked off enough this semester. It's time to actually put in the effort if I want to achieve my goal. On top of that, they stuff I'm learning is actually interesting, despite what I've been telling everyone the last two weeks. LOL
So now it'll be study study study, until I've had enough LOL
Then I'll slack off again (but hopefully that will come after exams haha)
Have a great week! :)