I completely fucked up the rotation on my pill tray. After the sugar pills (seated in the top row), you're supposed to jump down to the bottomest row and work your way back up, I'm sure y'all know that. But silly fucking me, just went to the second row ad now I've completely fucked this cycled cos, unlike the old pill where the ones throughout the month are the same, this is new and improved and contains different concentrations of certain drugs depending on the stages in the menstrual cycle. I've been taking 125 microlitres of levonorgestrel instead of 50 :'((((((. I hope I don't grow a beard or that my uterus doesn't prolapse.
Anyway, enough about my period. I've been having a tough time getting into the studying/revision routine. I mean, when I'm in it, I do it... but starting is really hard. Which is really strange for me cos I start everything :( without delay or hesitation :( (usually).
Recently, I've been really wishing that I had applied myself a bit more with music. I don't really wanna pursue it as a career or anything, or my desire to doesn't set my loins on fire, but I've been listening to a bunch of live John Mayer tracks and watching vids of kid from my HS who are applying themselves and recording youtube videos and auditioning for performances and stuff. It makes me miss it so. And the point is I don't even want to perform live or get thousands of views or anything, not that that wouldn't have been fun and all. But I kinda wished that I gained more skill back when I had to study it. It would make jamming in my room 30 mins a month a lot of fun. And I guess, I'd have more of an attention span when I did try to learn new songs cos maybe things would come to me more easily or I could understand things quicker.
I just wish that I had applied myself more so I can improv and rip out mad licks like the ones you hear in Neon and stuff LOL
I've made more Thai friends recently. All we talk about is food and preferences (spiciness and whether or not we like the sun) but it's great cos we cover a bunch of cool topics while we're chatting and I really wished that I was part Thai LOL. Thai food is honestly my favourite cuisine like, throw me anything from their culture and I will eat it! (I'd try
fried insects if I was guaranteed that it was good and it was Thai LOL)
Anyway, that was my week. I'll keep you updated with how this one goes. Some [pots?] are boiling. Tension is building. Let's see if things explode this week or next.