I'm so anxious.
No matter how much I study or how much I procrastinate or how much time I spend with my special friends, I can't shake this feeling of .... idek what to call it. Dread?
I'm so scared. Not just about Saturday, but of the rest of my life. I know I'm supposed to be excited for all these new experiences and opportunities, but thinking about it makes me so restless.
But I'm kind of hoping I'm only feeling this way because I'm nervous.
I keep trying to tell myself that it'll go away on Sunday
But then I remember all the promises I made and all the responsibilities I pushed aside for this and right now it just makes me feel like shit.
I don't know.