i miss you
talk to me
please
okay
bye
let go, please
i know its easier said than done
but thats just it
it is easy for me to say it
but its not impossible for you to do so
end this unrequited bullshit
if you know youre not getting anything back
why do you keep holding on?
let go
i pity you, i really do
youre just a boy
if this is how it is
what are you going to do
when you grow up?
will you ever grow up?
let go
grow the fuck up
LET THE FUCK GO
what do you want
its so hard to imagine you grown up
cuz youre just so childish
holding onto this grudge
i thought you got your "revenge"
wotever you want to call it
stop wasting your time
why are you doing this to yourself
you could be normal
you could be happy
but you choose not to
why?
i know you need someone to blame
so i doesnt feel like this is your doing
but it is, shallow i know
but someone needs to say it
let go, grow up
please
okay, i realise, i really need a hobby
LOL, gonna do this all now too
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
1. dont change, please
2. i dont know what you want from me
3. sorry for being such a bitch, thats how i am with proper friends
4. i really hate that i pity you so much
5. you really need to comprehend the fact that i am here
6. i miss you so fucking much
7. get the fuck out. GTETHEFUCKKKOUTTUQEKLJADGOAEJDT90Q3uipefho[12h0
8. please, dont
9. I LOVE YOU SHELDON COOPER you can in vitro-ly fertilize my eggs anyday hehe xD
10. im trying really hard.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself
1. OMG THIS IS SO LONG, totallye patient LOL
2. i have a pimple on my ear .. well i hope its a pimple
3. i like to meddle
4. i can play the guitar....
5. things fascinate me real easy
6. i hate disappointing people
7. i tend to replay certain scenarios in my head until i come up with a possible outcome that i like
8. i really like to think i know everything LOL (A)
9. fodmn stands for freddie o'doddle mcniggan, and nothing but.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
1. buy me food LOL
2. play me a song (A)
3. .. um LOL
4-8. argue LOL a lot, ty :)
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1. where are you?
2. what are you doing?
3. do you miss me like i miss you?
4. okay, no LOL
5. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
6. fucking corny assss shit
7. your eyes are the size of the mooon ..
OH, no you are the moon!Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done
1. i didnt warn her
2. why did i look at it?
3. wish i didnt prolong "it"
4. gosh these are so hard to think of
5. its all in the past
6. as danny would say: i wanted it at one point
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you
1. sister, father
2. donovan
3. huynh
4. catrina
5. mother dearest
Day Seven: Four turn-offs
1. vomit? LOL are these wot you're looking for?
2. ill slap you if you poke my sides
3. girls smoking LOL hypocrit
4. fully tank girls LOL GOSH IM SO MEAN AHAHA and hypocritical
Day Eight: Three turn ons
1. well groomed hair LOL
2. joseph gordon-levitt
3. YOU
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
1. tired but happy smiley
2. laughing smiley
Day Ten: One confession
1. i hm.. LOL ill get back to you
dont know wot is worthy of being revealed :O
this looks fun!
but im real bored so ill do it all now LOL
Day 1 - Your first ever favourite band
panic! at the disco
Day 2 - A band member you have a crush on
omgosh LOL like a million
ryan, brendon, danny, dougie, hayley, jeremy, josh, max, dan, matthew, andrew, taylorswift, mike, jason, joe, taylor, pete, mike, zack, ben, ian, ISAIAH, george, paul, nathan, mikey, derek, john, FUCKING LOVED RYAN ROSS LOL
i, am not, a whore LOL FUCK YOU OKAY xD
Day 3 - A band that you are proud of
MADINA LAKEEEE
Day 4 - Your band (real or not)
the fodmns AHAHAHA
Day 5 - A band you’ve recently heard of
the band perry
Day 6 - A band you used to love but now hate
no one, fer real
Day 7 - A band or band member you wish you could meet
HAYLEY WILLIAMS TAYLOR SWIFT
Day 8 - A band you don’t listen to as much as you’d like or think you should
madina lake, paramore
Day 9 - A band you wish hadn’t broken up
i know so many LOL but i dont remember, i guess theyre not that important to remember LOL
Day 10 - A band that’s like a family/best friends to you
youmeatsix LOL dont know why, taylor swift
Day 11 - A band you miss
madina lake, wow these things are real weird LOL
Day 12 - A band from your state or area
bleached academy
Day 13 - The biggest musical influence from your childhood
CHUCKIE AKENZ
Day 14 - Someone in or related to a band that you wish you could be
i totez wish i could be a band :L ummmmmm Q LOL
Day 15 - A band you think about a lot
taylorswift LOL but shes not a band =/ youmeatsix
Day 16 - The band that heals your broken hearts
taylor swift :'(, horizon, suicide silence
Day 17 - A band who you misjudged by first impression
bring me the horizon, taylor swift LOL
Day 18 - The band that has helped you through your worst times
taylor swift, horizon, kate voegele
Day 19 - The friendliest band member you’ve met
i met derek from mayday parade LOL he was real cool about ........... stuff... LOL NATHAN OMFG madina lake were just awesome <3 so was alex from all time low LOL
that was a good year
omg .. that was so sad
i think its my 2nd most saddest ep of one tree hill
OMFG I WANNA CRY FML
it was like when i finished dear john the book.....
i wanna just sit in the dark
rocking
im so sad
oh my god
it was so sad
im about whatever man
fuck wot they about
they opinion doesnt count
we the only one that matters ooh
so we do it how we do it
all up in your face man
i hate to put you through it
i be up all night
whole crews in here
cuz i dont really know who ima lose this year
ooh, man i love my team
man i love my team
i would die for theses niggaz ooh
so bored T__T
1. What are your initials?
JTLP
2. What is your favorite thing to wear?
nothing ahaha, no LOL um them pants i got a dfo
3. Last thing you ate?
kangaroo
4. One place you will NEVER eat at?
no eye deer LOL
5. I say Shotgun, you say:
Wedding - indeed
6. Last person you hugged?
if i recall correctly, mary? or was it emily?
7. Does anyone you know wanna date you?
of course ;D
8. Would you date anyone you met online?
AHAHA no
9. Name something you like physically about yourself:
um .... wtf LOL i like my toez
10. The last place you went out to dinner to?
baia the italian
11. Who is your best friend?
huynh motherbitch
12. What time of the day is it?
8:46 am .. WOT AM I DOING UP?!
13. Who/What made you angry today?
no one lol ORR myself.. i spend too much money :'(
14. Baseball or Football?
football
15. Ever gone skinny dipping?
nope
16. Favorite type of Food?
omg LOL EVERYTHING
17. Favorite holiday:
america hehe
18. Do you download music:
ye bruh LOL daily
19. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
kinda yeah LOL
20. Opinion of Chinese symbol tattoos?
ew LOL japanese (Y)
21. Would you date the person who posted this?
LOL fer sure........... who posted this?
22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
yes <3<3 LOL several people actually ;D
23. Do you love anyone?
of course
24. Are colored contact lenses sexy?
chenchen "so so"
25. Have you ever sky-dived?
NO OMG LOL scary shit, i wanna try though :D
26. Have you ever gone white-water rafting?
no.. i will at camp? LOL nah idk wot is this?
27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
YES OMFG worst 3 minutes of my life
28. How many pets do you have?
none LOL they get given away for no fucking reason :@
29. Have you met a real redneck?
um LOL fer sure
30. How is the weather right now?
fine sunny lovely
31. What are you listening to right now?
just a dream LOL UP TOP TAYLOR SWIFT XD
32. What is your current favorite song?
fuck, good stuff
33. What was the last movie you watched?
letters to juliet, vampires suck
34. Do you wear contacts?
nope
35. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
dannys
36. What are you afraid of?
Loss
37. How many piercings do you have?
2 - not anymore LOL
38. What piercings do you want?
i dont really care LOL
39. What’s one thing you’ve learned this year?
dont try and fluke science LOL T___T
40. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
grande cappuccino
41. What Magazines are you reading?
um used to collect kerrang ap rocksound and what not
42. Have you ever fired a gun:
fer sure LOL
43. Are you missing someone?
Yeah why not
44. Favorite TV show?
one tree hill
45. Do you have an obsession with WoW?
LOL AHAHA no.
46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celeb?
no
47. What celeb do you look like?
I AM TAYLOR SWIFTS SISTER
49. Favorite movie of all time?
Napoleon dynamite!!!! -yeah id have to agree with you on that ;D
50. Do you find yourself loved?
of course
51. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren’t suppose to?
LOL yes?
52. Favorite smell?
dalena and catrinas house
53. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn?
salted butter :D
54. Poptarts or Cupcakes?
um cupcakes LOL poptarts are way too sweet
55. Ever been put in a cop car?
no
56. Has anyone you were really close to passed away recently?
nope
57. Our Lady Peace or Nickelback?
um.. nickelback?
58. What’s something that really bugs you?
i cant think of anythign right now LOL
59. Do you like Michael Jackson?
of course
60. Taco Bell or Burger King?
tacos :D
61. What’s your favorite perfume?
um LOL
62. Favorite baseball team?
um LOL
63. Ever call a 1-900 phone number?
um LOL
64. Nipple or Nose rings?
noze
65. What’s the longest time you’ve gone without sleep?
i believe it was 40 hours LOL
66. Last time you went bowling?
beginning of the year
67. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
i dont sleep in weird places LOL, a bus?
68. Who was your last phone call?
Sister
69. Last time you were at work?
hm.. work LOL going "work" today LOL to get money and leave not to "work"
70. What’s the closest orange object to you?
gold history booklet
1) The phone rings, what is your ring tone?
id rather die than be famous
2) Who is your last text from?
emily
3) Who was the hottest person you talked to yesterday?
taylorswift LOL i wish
4) Favorite alcoholic drink?
shotshotshshshshotsshots LOL not
5) Does the person you like know that you like them?
perhaps
6) Last time you talked to your mum?
7 minutes 13 seconds ago
7) Where are you right now?
room
8) If you HAD to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
um LOL why not :L
9) Favorite gadget in the kitchen?
spatula...
10) Favorite pie?
thai chicken curry
11) How is your hair?
trimmed, unliked
12) Any complaints?
yes LOL stop getting so oily, thank you
18) Who's the 1st person on your missed calls list?
mother deerest
19) What did the last text message you received say?
'heymeandmaryarentgnagetournailsdone.wedonthavetime.SORRY'
21) Story behind your Friendster song?
wot?LOL uh we like it....
22) Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
yes LOL of course nah theres always a reason to hate me :)
Describe your:
23) Wallet?
non-existant
24) Eyes?
real brown
25) Life?
mediocre LOL nah pretty good
26) Doing this weekend to come?
tmr- movie, next weekend - ymas
27) Wearing?
shirt, boxers
28) Wanting?
you .. AHAHAHAHAHA LOLOL id like a beef killa burger, wicked chips and killa bomb ty
29)Listening to?
dad snoring
30) What do you smell?
nitrogen, oxygen, carbon dioxide, methane, photosynthesis .. LOL not
31) Do you sleep naked?
half
32) Do you like seafood?
definately
33) Do you remember your dreams?
yeah, they tend to fade during the day though
34) Do you consider yourself a study freak?
i guess LOL i like tutor? is that .. worse?
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What are you doing right now?
talking about this pink exploding thing
Have you ever eaten a cockroach?
LOL WTF
Have you ever liked a gay?
LOL yeah probz :L
When is the last time you went to the mall?
when i was in america LOL going to the shopping centre tmr
Do you miss her/him?
chenchen " so so " AHAHA
What will you do if you found $2000 ?
give half to my mum and pretend it was all i LOL
When will you get married ?
in 3 weeks LOL hehe :)
Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
going tomorrow?
What was the last thing you drank?
coke
Last food that you ate?
kangaroo, no joke LOL and salmon pizza YUMMMM
Where were you last week at this time?
"studying" LOL i was prolly sleeping
What's your most precious thing?
my heart AHAHA nah for real, if i lose it, im off the planet
When is the last time you ran?
properly ... thursday about 2 weeks ago
Where are you going after this?
sleep probz
What is your favorite animal?
FROGZ
Your dream vacation?
"- Australia."- previous person LOL mine would be idk germany? LOL not europe though LOL
Last person's house you were in?
dalenas
Worst injury you've ever had?
sprained ankle or knife cut my finger LOL like deep
What's your shampoo brand?
garnier, is that how you spell it?
Do you live in condo?
yes, im roomies with tayswift 8}
What is the last thing you watched on TV?
hannah montana
Did you dream last night?
yes omfg it was weird
Seen anything weird lately?
YES OMG YOUTUBE "bizarre animal exploding" fmd LOL
Tell me something about you that I don't know.
who is this 'i' cuz a lot of people know different things LOL since i dont know who you are .. my name is jessica LOL
Do you love seeing people fight?
no, hate it, wished theyd stop
Do you like to dance?
actually, yes LOL
Are you going to be home alone tonight?
no
Where was your default picture taken?
outside korean bbq OR jennys house OR taken off the internet
Do you love this survey?
LOL ye fer sure dawggggg
i dont have internet friends.. LOL
nah ive HAD a few .. however i do not have a favourite
i have friends .. LOL I SWEAR I HAVE FRIENDS :'(
haha, nah i have friends whom i converse with via the internet more often then in real life.
so i'll just list them LOL
edward <3 LOL
ellie
mitchell
jessranga .. i wonder if shes still ranga LOL
DALENA <33 AHAHA, nah i see her LOL not as often as id like (A)
jenny LOL
danny
LOL well .. i rarely talk to them, cept dalz LOL IDK HOW ELSE TO ANSWER THIS QUESITON OKAY JEEEEEZ
jokezzzzzz
tswizzle - innocent
it sounds horrible at first LOL, but it's good .. once you find out its about kanye west LOL
exams being today
LOL science =/ my most feared test :(
if i dont do well :(
ilL slit my throat LOL
NOT
anywho LOL
mi goreong for breakfast:D first time in so long LOL
cant wait for friday :(
FINALS TODAY LOL this should be good ;D
i think were vsing the same team LOL
anywho, wish us luck!
i dont know what to put here...
WELL huynh, LOL that one term was the best term i ever had LOL
no it was not,
the term before was
esp. in fittness LAWLLL :3
and ms ann kept looking at us and like wondering why i always wanted to kill you LOL
sorry for making things go downhill =/ LOL
OMG LOL REMEMEBR WHO WE TOLD FIRST?!
AHAHHA HUY ROFLLLLL
that was weird
good times LOL (Y)
i have the biggest headache right now LOL
its probably all your fault bitch
LOL NOT :D
love you LOL okay
said that already
i think LOL
omg im so tireddd T_____T
why do i wake up so early? LOL ==;
another cliche huynh : things will be alright in the end. if it isnt alright, its not the end
LOL something like that ROFL wotever
connected (H)
are real fucked up LOL theyre always scary in some way .. LOL well lately they have been i remmeber there was a period of time a few years back where i dream about cartoon kids running around and apple tree .. LOL yes tree not orchard .. tree LOL
if your talking about sleeping dreams
however, if you are asking specifically for my 'future' dreams LOL
ive got no eye deer.
i had everything planned out
.. twice
LOL dont wanna be shit now T__T
well of course, who would want to be shit? LOL
my roll call teacher said i should be a dramatic scientist like abbigail from ncis
LOL :)
i wanna be a housewife actually LOL it seems so easy .. AHAHA
all you gotta do is cook clean and look after kids .. if you have kids
OMFG LOL MY DREAM OCCUPATION AHAHA
not.
anywho, off topic LOL
im currently writing notes now LOL my yearlies are next week
i shouldve revised earlier .. my bad haha
my history class has revision afterschool tomorrow LOL along with the revision we're going to receive during class, that = to 4 periods revision tomorrow
yay :) LOL i can do all my notes tomorrow
OMG i wanna do like, uni style .. record the lecturer LOl and list at home and make notes then or fill in spots you left out .. but my phone cant record for 3 hours so .. LOL scratch that
currently writing geo notes IDK WHY but its bringing back good memories LOL + its the first subject i wanted to do notes for LOL .. maybe i secretly love it ;D haha LOL its not even a secret LOL i like geography, just hate the teacher
okay not hate but i dont like her.
i dont hate peple cuz im nice LOL
aus, mining coal, not good at agriculture (arid)
LOL my notes :L
kenna told me to write notes that way .. remember key words and expand in ya brainz LOL
anywho,
i got 15/15 for my chem quiz LOL joy :)
i really like the scripts new album LOL okay its not new .. im a bit slow LOL fuck you
study note taking time LOL bye :)
i didnt eat dinner yet :(
i had a dream .. i had this massive pimple on my forehead
it was MASSIVE
think of a 20 cent coin and make it sphereical LOL THAT WAS ON MY FOREHEAD
and it has 3 pimples growing on top of it
and when i touched it .. it was squishy and giggled a bit
and one of the 3 pimples tore it think
and pus was pouring out
omfg then i woke up T___T
FUCKING NIGHTMAREEEE LOL
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Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
my sister, carolyn. is no longer a fat cow
LOL she, i quote "starved [her]self" cuz she didnt have time to eat due to uni
"look mum! my stomach is so flat now" LOL
anywho LOL it may not seem like it but we are very a like..
and it may not seem like it but she is my uh role model LOL (A)
we dont fight LOL so thats good
but that doesnt mean she's always the best sister LOL
sometimes she a mother bitch who snitches on me >:(
and tells me off for the shit she does also F5
but LOL yeah i love her
especially when she takes me out to buy kfc hehe xD
today was a really good day
tonight isnt half bad either
haha :)
i mean even geography was bare-able LOL
science was so fun
lunch was LOl :D
spending time with huynh and eeh was even better, gosh i love them LOL
i love you too, donovan ;D LOL AHAHA
donovanluong says: that's a stupid question to ask
AHAHH
i lvoe all my friends
yeah i love you
aw :):)
chatting to danny and danny LOL and dono
omgosh and the convo with diana was!!! :):)
i cant believe my mum screamed at her LOL T___T
psycho bitch LOL jokez ;D
cut off for psychology is 96
a combined music/science degree is 94 LOL
i need to aim high :)
danny you will wear a bow tie else ill slice your balls LOL
apparently, ms nagele is part german LOL
thats why i like her so much :)
omfg LOL I LOVE GERMANY AHAHA
no, ew LOL i love the language ;D
colfish is such a cute name xD
your eyes are the size of the mooon LOL
youre the best ive ever had
you make me feel like
under the sun we are one
gosh, i love katy perry (L) LOL
we can do it real big
bigger then you ever done it
okay LOL bye :) (L) fodmn
LOL
:)
no really, LOL sometimes i dont know LOL i think um
LOL okay im just saying this to lengthen the post LOL
i dont think about you ROFL
AHAHAHA
its so hard to tell, isnt it
suck shit bitch :P
this feeling im feeling
is all my fault
haha
immer und ewig
(L)
im stuck between @yelyahwilliams and @taylorswift13 LOL
id love to meet both you of :) cuz you guise have saved me countless times LOL from boredom and from emo-ness and LOL GOD I JUST LOVE THEM SO MUCH xD
i saw hayley twice and i saw taylor twice
and i dont know who was better, they were equally as epic!! LOL
yeah LOL id die for the chance to meet either of them LOL
i wanna be their best friend (A) AHAHA
okay gay LOL
got an essay to do
bye :)
it's fathers day tomorrow.
i love you, dad. i know i should really say it more often.
cuz your a fucking fat ass who most definitely is probably suffering from diabetes and high blood pressure LOL and you may be taken away from me far too soon im sorry im a shit daughter LOL i got you a box of kirspy kreme doughnuts for dads day ==; despite your condition LOLOL my bad xD
ive always been your little girl LOL corny as that sounds, im sorry for all the times ive pissed you off and i just want you to know that im a real lucky kid. i especially love you for all the times ive snapped at you and you tried to cheer me up. i know i didnt show it, but you did .. every time.
thank you.
well, obviously mother dearest. i would not be on this earth if you did not bear the eggs which brought me here. LOL like little spaceships that brought me to earth at the speed of light from some other weirdo planet xD im sorry for growing up so fast, or at least wanting to. i know you care and i know that you just want to keep me safe. im so sorry for making you worry constantly. it may seem that you're losing your little girl but your not cuz i still need you. i need you to be my slave, my teacher and my best friend and i need you to be the person who cares about me the most because i know no one else can do it the way that you do. maybe thats why i do all these things. im trying so hard to do you proud right now cuz you deserve it more than any other mother in this entire fucked up planet.
i love you mummy,
i love you the most.
you interest me.
quite a lot actually
even though we've only ever made eye contact and spoken real briefly that one time, i dont know, but you really fascinate me
i dont know if its the fact that you are musically gifted or if you are quite cute lol you seem nice .. maybe i should say hi yeah? LOL one day ..
you're intriguing. im just repeating myself arent i? LOL but no, really there is something that makes you stand out from everyone else,
like maybe you can be the one who saves me
i know it, one day we're gonna be good friends
LOL
well my best friend .. lol were best friends? wot else is there to say? always there when things get tough? easiest person to talk to? we can tell each other everything?
AHAHAHAHAHAHAH
NOT EVEN
bro, i swear youre the biggest, ugliest, skankiest bitch face ever LOL
but nevertheless
you are my best friend and i think im obligated to love you
so i do LOL
JOKEZ bro :)
i do love you LOL
anywho, theres someone else .. we may not be best friends anymore but you are still my best friend
ill do the first 10 only cuz i sure am not going to blog 30 days in a row LOL
nelly - just a dream! <3
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
i really need a hobby lol
something other than homework ..
i should do my latter of application LOL
:)
i love how i always remember things when i start to blog lol :)
goodbye :)