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a new understanding...
Tuesday, October 30, 2012 // 2:37 PM

So I've accepted the fact that I will not receiving an early offer into med anywhere LOL My estimated ATAR was appalling BUT I am not going to give up! LOL There will be second round offers and all that. Transferring, Post-Grad. Life is all good :)

I also found out yesterday that the projected cut off for law @ unsw in 2013 is only 95 LOL my sister then told me they're looking for law students, so I totally changed my UAC around LOL I took out engineering because, who wants to become an engineer? LOL jk, I don't think I would've been any good at engineering, seeing as I don't do physics LOL but anyway, so I changed it around and now, my 5th preference onward is totally humanities related even though I do no humanities subjects LOL this must sound like the biggest contradiction after reading the first paragraph LOL but this will help with post-grad. Med all the way!!

I was talking to Eeh last night about Christmas and life. It was a great conversation which soon developed into a who-would-you-date-if-you-were-gay conversation LOL Then we were just kind of shopped together online LOL He's buying me everything online. God I love it, the whole not have to reload my card and stuff LOL SO FURNNNNNNNNN Anyway, I thought of this really cool present which I could basically give to anyone but I also kind of want it myself LOL so idk how this is going to work, maybe I'll buy two, one for me and one for ... a person LOL I don't know who would appreciate it more in the innuendi booties LOL but then again I could always give it to someone outside the group. Oh decisions decisions ... I guess I'll ask Em today :)

I love Christmas. Oh my god, how I love Christmas LOL

I've already started buying gifts LOL Huynh thinks I'm too excited for it BUT BUT BUT I'd rather buy it now and spend my money slowly then just taking a big chunk of money out of my savings to buy gifts in December LOL

I cannot wait for Chemistry. I'm actually excited for the exam LOL and it's more so the fact that I wanna do it, to see if I'm ready and if what I did to prepare was good enough than because it's my last exam LOL

Fuck I love shopping

So I lied the other day when I said it was the last time I'll be going to Fisher Library at USYD LOL we're going back today cos cabra was so gay. It was so fucking loud and gay. ugh. Also, a big part of out decision to go back was cos Huynh wanted this ice cream there LOL and so I called him this morning AND GUESS WOT LOL

He's not bothered to go anymore LOL Oh well. I'm still getting the ice cream :D and curry. OMFG I love curry LOL

Anyway, mi goreng again for breakfast :)

I am the happiest

Good luck Extension History .. tomorrow LOL :)

good bye
Monday, October 29, 2012 // 4:40 AM

So that was the last time I'll be seeing the Fisher Library at USYD, unless of course, I end up going to university there next year LOL which is highly unlikely because my only USYD preference just so happens to be my last preference....

Also Ems, I believe a b4 in standard is equal to a b4 in advanced

Anywhore, I visited Sydney's landmarks over the weekend.

 I really don't like birds LOL

So this, right. Phthisis means pulmonary tuberculosis, but it also means consumption... anyway, I told Bobby about this word one time and used this as the example "the phthisis of the apple" LOL I found this is my notepad and he swears he wrote it, but it doesn't like his writing LOL

So now I'm confused...

Anywhore,

Good luck Extension 1 English. I am so happy that I am not you LOL 100% over it now :L

Good luck Cynthia, Lyanna and Garry LOL :)

oh my god
Sunday, October 28, 2012 // 2:55 PM

It been so long....

Like I can't even recall the last time I had a decent bowl of this stuff

Oh Mi Goreng :'( You've been out of my life for too long

LOL

whoops
Thursday, October 25, 2012 // 1:50 PM

I forgot to blog about music, haha.

So I went to school extra early to hand in my practise answers, which was kind pointless cos the exam would've begun in like 2 hours and it wouldn't have benefited me in any way whatsoever LOL so I guess I did it to humour miss. Anyway, I spent like 1 hour reading in the staffroom before I went roaming around the school to find someone young to talk to LOL The strangest thing happened right, so I was just sitting in the staffroom and miss youtubed payphone and several other Maroon 5 songs and stared singing and dancing in her chair LOL awks, anyway...

Ran into a few people after business LOL I miss people :(

So the actual exam wasn't that bad, I mean everything was do able and nothing was exceptionally hard (there were quite a few songs that I really liked LOL) but for the last question, I kind of ran out of time to complete my answer so I guess that was a tiny bit of a let down. I did ask for an extra booklet, but I didn't write down every single thing I had to say LOL but I guess it's okay cos I did write an adequate amount

I hate time. I always stop when I have more and I always underestimate and run out when I think there's heaps left (LOL 3u and music :() and now I have to wait 11 entire days for Chemistry ..... I really wanted it like in the first week or something LOL cos then I'd be done yesterday :(

Boo hoo

So I finished The Fault in Our Stars last night LOL it was really good, although I kind of lost interest by the end (I must sound like a total douche to those who have read it LOL) essentially, it's a book about a girl who has cancer and a lot of shit happens but mainly she gets a boyfriend and yeah.. shit happens LOL there were so many moments while reading when I thought "I think this would be a good place to cry" or "I think I'm supposed to cry here" but I didn't LOL I mean I teared up at one point but that was it. It was really good, but I didn't feel the connection that I felt when reading Looking for Alaska but still LOL So I have one John Green book left until I've completely run out, unless he decides to publish another one in the next say 4 days LOL Time to buy the signed hard backs :) LOL this is like The Hunger Games all over again. Speaking of, I absolutely cannot wait to read them :):):) Anyway, I've begun reading Frankenstein LOL it is very interesting. Kevin thinks it's blasphemy because I'm reading an English prescribed text after the English HSC, but whatever LOL it's good.

Anyway, today begins my eleven day wait until my final exam. Going to trek to USYD again with Em :)

Good luck Ancient History and Senior Science :)

Good luck Lyanna, Ems, Eric, Danny and Collin!!!

// 12:44 AM

Hi Cynthia :)

I heard the cut off for an e4 is gna be low this year cos the paper was hard LOL so don't fret :) I'm sure you'll still get 99.95 :)

good morning
Wednesday, October 24, 2012 // 4:42 PM

REPEAT REPEAT REPEATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

I LOVE YOU, TAYLOR SWIFT

So I spent quite a lot of time reading The Fault in Our Stars last night and this morning LOL I'm about half way through and I've just gotta say, despite John Greens minimal physical description, Augustus' traits and what have you are WHEWWWW LOL + the fact that the main girls friend would undoubtedly ride him to kingdom come is reassuring :) But alas, he is a fictional character LOL

Hopefully they're turning this into a movie so, maybe the actor will be just as yum as he is in my head :)

With the amount of exams decreasing with every passing day (today will be my last for a while actually) I find myself filling the time-once-used-to-study-extensively with reading and the like. I still feel bad LOL because it's the HSC period and I'm not supposed to have fun- that kinda feeling. Sosososososo tempted to watch Doctor Who, but no... I shall save it LOL

I too, Bobby, love talking about post-hsc plans. But I can't shake the feeling that, with every passing day, bringing closer to freedom, I'll sort of lose my drive. I guess, like when the time comes for the HSC to be completely over, I think I'll be too lazy to actually do any of the things I told myself I would do LOL I remember Dalena telling me that post-hsc is insanely boring and you can do a million things and still have time left over LOL I think I'm coming to the realisation that I'm scared of boredom :L

Anyway Bobs, there will be time for endless bike rides into nameless placelessness and to Killa Burger. LOL, I suddenly feel like a killa burger. I really don't wanna go home... like after the HSC I don't want to spend days cooped up inside watching TV shows and avoiding human contact LOL I want to like be outside or at someones house or somewhere, all the time LOL so I never have to go home. Not that there's anything wrong with home... or TV shows (god knows I have an insanely long list of shows to get through LOL) I just want to experience freedom at it's best and I guess to me, it's being outside 24/7 LOL

Some days I think I like talking about the future more than experiencing it. Like in Paper Towns, the fun is in the planning. God that was such a good book LOL I like talking endlessly about the food we're going to have at Christmas and how or where we'll be watching the fire works and sleeping in jumping castles and eating lobster at buffets and driving wherever we wanted to drive.

I told Huynh yesterday that I'd be able to drive by his birthday, dead set. Then I started thinking about it, and I couldn't actually imagine myself driving on my own. I think it stems from past experience with Mal LOL god those were horrible days. I'd love to drive a manual though :) If I can remember how to work the thing, I reckon I'd be an adequate driver of a manual car LOL

Well wasn't that a big digression LOL I need to take time to apologise to Drew, who doesn't read this (which is a good thing) LOL thank you for letting my unload the overwhelming amount of matter in my brain LOL thanks for the its okay...'s

ANYWAY I believe I still need to ask my momma about the trip to Terrigal LOL I'm sure she won't disagree :) If anything, I could always meet them up there if I'm forbidden the 5 night stay. 

I love people LOL

I should head off to school now I guess... I have nothing better to do at home LOL

I quite like blogging :)

// 2:48 AM

...

So I marked my exam on Bored

Not as bummed, but still ...

LOL not what I hoped but I guess it's okay cos it's not as bad as I thought it was

So I guess it's okay

...

So lately I've been kind of down, not cos of the exams or anything (although my poor performance does add to it) but I guess it's because I built something up so much so in my head that when it's about time that that thing is supposed to like... BE THERE and it's not... yet ... I feel so...

I just feel like a jackass for doing this to myself

And I'm not happy

And I'm becoming very asshole-y to everyone (sorry cathy lol)

And I'm not focusing enough

And I think I can beat it -the rule- be the exception

But I can't be because I'm not special and I'm not great and I don't really understand, I just accept it

and it just all turns to shit in the end and I hate myself for it and the fact that it may never come, or if it does, it will never meet me expectations and ugh



I feel like Gatsby lol


lol 3u
// 1:20 AM

So...... a lot of people seem to have done well :) But like you, Cynthia, I was feeling a bit down afterwards LOL but then I had my own spilt milk epiphany and I was all ... fuck it

Anyway, Huynh, Bobs, Eeh, Maria, Ems, Mai and I went to school shortly afterward to watch the year 11 (THEY ARE STILL YEAR 11'S TO ME!!!LOL) play. It's called ... The bird cage? Caged Birds? LOL something along those lines... Anyway, it was essentially an extended metaphor the cooping-up-of-life LOL yep, worst explanation, sorry.

It was really good :)

Huynh and I chilled at Eehs afterwards, talking about like ... jumping castles and stuff

Did you know, that when ice bergs form in the sea, the water surrounding it becomes more saline because salt doesn't freeze within the water? :O

Chemistry fun fact!

I can't wait for Chemistry...

I love Chemistry so much

I wish there was an extension Chemistry

What a lovely thought :)


Anyway,

Good luck Business Studies and Music 1&2

Hey, that's me! lol....

shitting watermelons
Tuesday, October 23, 2012 // 2:12 AM

So it hit me about an hour ago that my 3 unit exam is tomorrow. Yeah, I spent the entire day doing past papers and it only JUST hit me then LOL

It's vital that I do well for this cos it'll be taken up as one of my top 10 units, dead set LOL So now I only get half of music and that's alright cos it's a crappy mark anyway

But that aside, I really want to do really well in this exam, more than any other exam. I think it means more LOL but I haven't a clue to why that is

So yeah, shitting watermelons LOL

Hopefully I can do that last few questions, like Diep said, "this is 3u not 4u, you're not allowed to leave anything out"

:(

Anywhore, I think I've gotten used to the noise level at Cabra. I mean trekking to the city every day is such a .... trek... lol.... I think I'll be able to stay without a problem

I mean I worked just fine today... No distractions :) except for that one entire hour where SOME PEOPLE were talking about gay porn

LOL

My posts are so darn boring

But I reckon they've become a hobby, I guess, for me to pass the time LOL

Insanely bored at home

...

...

I, too, want freedom, Cynthia. It's so close I cannot fail to grasp it....

By the end of the week, I'll only have one exam left....

Too bad it's eleven days later ====

I'm going to die of boredom in those 11 days

I mean, as much as I love Chemistry... 11 days is just too much :(

Maybe I can make it fun somehow... go to USYD to talk to professors about the syllabus LOL

State rank here I come

I wish :(

Good bye :)

Good luck Extension 1 Maths and Hospitality :)

burn
Monday, October 22, 2012 // 2:12 AM

So 2 unit... LOL

I was really straight forward ...

Anyway, I really don't like that supervisor... She told us to take off our jerseys cos they've recently implemented this rule where nobody is allowed to wear their jersey because of god knows what reason. Anyway, she told us its "nice and warm inside" so as I walked in, jersey-less, I was expecting a gush of warmth to slap me all over, but no. All I got was more musky, hall-smelling air.

So halfway through the exam, the winds reached like 100km/hr or someshit. At one point I actually thought the wind might actually blow the side-doors in. It got really cold. Like fuck me dead, I was like goose-bumps, arm-hair-standing-on-end cold like fuck balls. Then at around the 2 hour mark, I got hungry which only added to the coldness I felt LOL fucking slut === seriously she is so dumb.

LOL so yeah. 2 unit was okay. It was all fine and dandy until question 16. I was burning cos I attempted 4 marks worth of questions like, literally, 20 times each and I still couldn't manage to get the answer. What irked me more was the fact that they were proving questions and they are like, my absolute favourite :( But I was talking to a few people afterward who got those questions and I realised I was on the right track at one point, I just didn't finish it off :(

sigh

I was fucking pissed from the moment we left till about 4 or so, at the library :(

Even Em said I looked depressed LOL

But, it's over.

Gotta move forward

3 unit, be tough, but fair LOL (hard for the rest of the state but good for my school please :):))

Anyway,

Good luck General Maths  and Engineering LOL :)


GOOD LUCK EMSSS :)

I'll catch you up
Friday, October 19, 2012 // 3:41 PM

 So this is the roast Bobs and I made on this one Sunday, I think it was 2 or 3 weeks before the HSC LOL We were supposed to study English LOL but we made honey glazed ham instead... :L
 The beginning of Huynhniees sickness :( We ate congee at Superdish and had the supercool deserts LOL It wasn't too bad actually :L Isn't he a cutie? xD
 So the Kik crew and I went to Livo Library and on our way back from our lunch break at Westies, we walked passed this hairdresser and there was the cutest, tiny-est puppy in all of the world just rolling around on a little toy :')))))))))))))))))) it licked Maria's knee LOL
 After studying we went back to Westies to play games and shop LOL STILL BUMMED THAT WE DIDN'T WATCH LOOPER BTW, GUYS. OMG HOW COULD YA'LL DENY JOSEPH GORDON LEVITTS CRAZY TIME TRAVEL PARADOX? :'(((((
 A few days later, Collin joined me at Cabra Library LOL we ran into Osly and his friend when we were eating our snack pack and they we're just talking about how they're set for life cuz of bonuses and estimates and the like, so when we came back, Collin and I went downstairs and just talked for 2 hours LOL during the second hour, Osly joined us. This was my second burnout day. My first being 2 days before this, where I just stopped working at 1:30 and I had that nice conversation about trust, kissing and the future LOL
 Saturday. Cathy's Wizard Of Oz play. She was a tree. LOL It was actually decent :L The main girl had a very nice theatre voice.
 I remember saying to Eeh.. "You're such a cutie, Eeh. I bet all the girls wanna date you" Which triggered the response ":(" LOL
 Ain't she pretty? Oh, she was also a witches assistant as well as being a tree LOL
 Supercool with Mai and Bobby. Twas delish LOL
 Ran into Maria's Jack friend @ Pitt St. Em and I had very nice pad thai at the food court LOL We were studying at state. Which btw, I find a lot more welcoming than USYD LOL USYD seems to be a place where one goes to get some serious shit done, not to just do maths past papers LOL We had curry yday though, when we were at Broadway LOL The Korma there was delish. It was so creamy and beautiful and omg, so much better than the one at Livo LOL But I was kinda bummed that I didn't try their butter chicken cos I've already tried the Korma. Oh well. Still good as shit :)
 This is Collin.
 This is Jess. LOL We were chilling in his room before paper 1. This was when I was in that "wow, HSC hasn't hit me yet and the exam is an hour" phase. It only occurred to me the day after that it had hit me long ago LOL This was right before I was legit shitting watermelons for Paper 2. I'd never been so nervous for any exam in my life LOL Thank god Paper 2 wasn't too bad
So after paper 1, Collin, Eeh, Huynh and I went to eat waffles at LS. LOL the guy offered us Dutch Pancake alternatives. It wasn't worth it LOL The one's we had at school for Eday were a lot nicer and cheaper...

Wow, so I started this blog post deciding not to talk about the HSC but every single caption had something related attached LOL Oh well, guess we all know what the priority of my life is ... Yup, food. LOL

I really want to let myself watch Doctor Who and all my shows but no. LOL

Anyway, I need to go to Jim Jams soon.

Good bye

Jess and Collin simultaneously "I love Kiwi"

perfected the roast
Thursday, October 18, 2012 // 2:11 PM

I've gotten into this shit habit of waking up at 7 everyday now ... even though yesterday, my exam didn't start until 2 and today I don't have one LOL FUCK YOU PAPER 2!!! :@:@:@

I've been listening to a lot of Rage Against the Machine. Guess I've moved away from my radio-music phase LOL

Anyway, I need to walk Maria to Cats house soon, so I guess that's why I'm up so mega early LOL I love heavy guitar riffs and lower register bass rudiments and walks. OMG I love metal

So I got to cleaning up my room a bit yesterday. For the past month all my notes and stuff have been sorted and filed into new sort of piles cos I stopped bringing my folder around places LOL so I had to refile them into my folders again. Oh what a fun night :) LOL I love sorting LOL which is what I put into my application for the AusPost job. Which I got a call for btw. Have I mentioned this before? So I was at the steak place at Cabra with Huynh and Bobs and I got a missed call, so I called em back. Anyway, the woman asked if I could make it out to Silverwater at 3:30 am Monday to Friday after the HSC and I was like "o.o ... lol, yeah I can...... (biggest lie btw)" LOL and she noted that I was still doing the HSC and asked if I had my license, naturally... I didn't lie LOL no :( so she said "That doesn't sound too promising... but I'll leave your application here just in case something closer to you opens up." Hopefully it does LOL

I think it's cos I didn't buy any notes or anything from anyone last year but I need to go about selling mine... and I don't know how LOL THEY ARE GOLD I TELL YOU, GOLD!!!! okay, they're okay LOL I'm still kinda fearing that what I sell to another person may fuck them up and I'll be responsible and ugh LOL maybe I should just give em away ... I wonder when the text book exchange day is going to be LOL I have 2. Hopefully I can make profit!! :) Money over everything. Money on my mind.

LOL I've been thinking a lot about Christmas and how I should conduct a secret santa thing within my group and what I should make for Christmas LOL I've prefected the roast, guys!!! After last years failure, I've taken on the challenge to get it right LOL Guess I've come up with my own cheats and stuff :L I. CANNOT. WAIT. FOR. CHRISTMAS. (LOL that was very john green inspired)

SPEAKING OF JOHN GREEN

OMG I'VE BEEN READING HIS BOOKS INTO THE LATE HOURS OF THE NIGHT RECENTLY LOL I started with Looking for Alaska, then I went on to will grayson will grayson, I just finished Paper Towns and now I've moved on to An Abundance of Katherines and OMG LOL they are all so good!!! My fave would have to be Looking for Alaska and Paper Towns. LOL I blame these books for keeping me up for the last week and a half or so THEY'RE SO FUCKING GOOD LOL I wanna buy the hardcovers ...

Speaking of books, I've already loaded my shopping carts on Book Depository and Amazon and Allbooks4less LOL they're all ripe and ready to go!!!!! I just have to wait to get some money... or I could dig into my savings but I'm saving that for the trip to Terrigal I'm taking with the girls LOL

Wow, I am far too happy today. The HSC isn't over yet!!!!! (even though REALLY it is cos English is done... I JOKE!! LOL) Maths, music and chem, be kind :)

I'm going to USYD today with Em and Dandan (LOL Trinh) Hopefully I can better my Chemistry notes

Anyway, time to be serious. There is no such thing as fun until November 6th, 12:30 pm LOL


Good bye :) and good luck IPT

LOL I forgot about you yday

hello drama
// 2:37 AM

I don't know if its the fact that the supervisors knew they could relax a bit when they took drama or if they just stopped caring LOL but, we were being extra dramatic -more than we usually would have been under any exam condition- and they seemed to just cruise along with us :)

The exam kind of sucked balls because i didn't have enough time to finish my first essay LOL I STILL HAD MORE TO SAY!!!!!!!!!!! the second essay was good though, I'd already written something similar in preparation for this exam, which was good :) The first question wasn't as out there as last years, but I wouldn't say it was generic LOL it was a tough one, but I reckon we did alright :)

OMFG THE SUPERVISORS ARE... I DON'T EVEN KNOW OMG LOL so we were let in at 1:40 right, and the exam was to commence at 1:55. Anyway, we were all in my 1:52 and the supervisors were like "do you want to start a bit earlier?" and we were all yeah... :) and so she instructed another one to change the time on the blackboard to 1:56 ... and we were all .. okay 1 minute didnt know we were late... and she went on to day "okay so that means we're 6 minutes early? so we finish at 3:24?" UM NO DUMB BITCH LOL and then she kept saying "can someone do the math? guess no one can do the math... no one can do that math?" and we were all kind of muttering to her that we could've just left it at 1:55, until Maria finally spoke loudly and said "start at 1:55. 5 minutes reading time. Start at 2. Finish at 3:30" and finally, the debacle was over LOL seriously... god the senior supervisor .... god i just... omg LOL anyway. 

I was kinda grinning cos right before the exam Danny asked me how I'd show tension and that was what the question specified LOL

Anyway, we were talking and laughing before and after the exam, so I'm sure everybody went well :)

The drama crew and I hung out at the kebab store at Cabra afterward, lol I miss hanging out with people...

I also managed to finish a 3u paper while everyone was outside talking about sex :(

************

My friend called me today. I guess he kind of got my hopes up LOL

Now, I know I shouldn't be bummed or anything because it isn't supposed to be ... yet

I just thought I was good enough to be outside

Maybe he was mistaken

Soon...




Good Luck Biology


Collin you fucker, walk out that door at the 1 hour mark for me <33333333 br="br">

numero dos
Wednesday, October 17, 2012 // 1:19 AM

ooooooooooooooooh paper 2....

how do i love thee?

let me count the ways...

I love thee with the straight essays, with the almost generic questions and with my ability to write really fast in this exam, compared to paper 1 LOL I think it was the pens...

Anyway, last week, Module A would've had to have been my worst module, but I think I tharshed that one the most :D

I guess I was happy overall. I mean, even though Osly wrote 26 pages... I still managed 22 and a bit =/

I swear, every time I look at the clock and decide "okay it's time to conclude now" time miraculously stops and I sit there for another 2 minutes just writing my name....

I had more to say for History and Memory :'(((((( but I'm happy with the amount that I wrote LOL

It hit me, as I was writing the last sentence for the last module, that English ... Oh I'll never have to worry about English exams ever again. For my entire life. Like ever. I was grinning to much LOL anyway my ability to view time is somewhat flawed because I think the angle I'm sitting at kind of makes time look as if it's going faster at certain places on the clock LOL so I had a few minutes to spare and I was yeah.. kicking myself LOL I think I'm just repeating myself now :L

I thought we had 10 minutes reading time so I spent then entire 5 minutes working on my thesis for A Doll's House. It was alright LOL I only agreed to a certain extent, I hope that's okay LOL I reckon that might've been the hardest module for me because I came in with a prepared essay and I had to mold ... sigh LOL A and C were beautiful though :) I loved it quite a lot :L

Well, Drama tomorrow... I didn't study all that much at the library today and I'm feeling that they might throw something out of the ordinary at us this year as they did last year LOL hopefully not :)

Anyway, it's dinner time...

I get to start doing maths again LOL


WOOH MATHSSSSSSS

How I've missed you :)

Also, I had diane sauce today and it was pretty good :)... The tomatoey goodness kind of slapped my in the face with every bite which was beautiful :)

Anyway,

Good luck Economics :)


and Drama LOL


Good bye :)

conformity or maybe....
Tuesday, October 16, 2012 // 2:40 AM

I guess I'll start me own reaction posts to exams too LOL even though I'm an entire day late ...

It was fine.

Moving on, OMG PAPER 2 TOMORROW AT 9:20 FUCKING AM AND I'M GONNA BE TO TIRED SEEING MY SLEEPING PATTERNS HAVE FUCKED UP IN THE LAST WEEK OF THE HOLIDAY AND OMFG MY HAND HURTS FROM DOING THAT MOCK TEST TODAY AND I'M STILL STRUGGLING TO REMEMBER THE ORDER OF MY QUOTES FOR MODULE A AND THEN THE DAY AFTER I HAVE MY DRAMA EXAM, NOT THAT I'M COMPLAINING OR ANYTHING, I'M ACTUALLY QUITE EXCITED FOR DRAMA BUT OMG I HAVE TO GET OVER THIS STUPID MOUNTAIN OF A HURDLE BEFORE I CAN BASK IN THE REFLECTIVE-ESSAY-BLISS OF DRAMA AND I'M SO SO SO SCARED I WON'T BE ABLE TO MOLD MY MODULE B ESSAY BECAUSE I AM REMEMBERING THAT WORD FOR WORD. ALTHOUGH I AM HAPPY THAT I CAN RECITE IT WORD FOR WORD, IT'LL GIVE ME MORE TIME TO SPEND ON MODULE A GOD WHY ARE WE STUDYING SUCH STRANGE TEXTS? I MEAN I REALLY ENJOY EM AND ALL BUT LIKE I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW LOVE CAN BE IMPORTANT. HOW IT CAN BE IMPORTANT ENOUGH TO BE A MODULE FOCUS :'(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( ALTHOUGH I AM REALLY EXCITED [AND KIND OF HOPING ACTUALLY] FOR DIFFERENT MEDIUMS BECAUSE I'M SO FUCKING SICK OF WRITING STRAIGHT ESSAYS AND I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT WAIT TO DO TO DRAMA TOMORROW AFTER PAPER 2 AND BASK IN THE SUN ON THE MATS BESIDE THE WINDOW

OH MY GOD, BACK TO MY REACTION FOR PAPER 1. I DIDN'T KNOW WE WERE ACTUALLY GIVEN TIME TO WRITE OUR STUDENT NUMBERS AND FILL OUT CRAP AFTER OUR EXAMS BECAUSE THIS ONE TIME MR WARD TOLD US TO PUT OUR PENS DOWN AND BOBBY WAS WRITING HIS NAME AND HE GOT YELLED AT. I DIDN'T WANT TO RISK MY HSC :'(((( ANYWAY, SO I HAD 5 MINUTES LEFT AND I COULD'VE WRITTEN ONE MORE PARAGRAPH FOR MY ESSAY, -A VITAL COMPARISON PARAGRAPH MIGHT I ADD- AND I DECIDED AGAINST IT AND AFTER MY CONCLUSION I SPENT THE REMAINING 3 MINUTES WRITING MY NAME AND STUFF AND OMFG IT WAS SUCH A WASTE OF PRECIOUS TIME AND I JUST COST MYSELF ... MY LIFE :'( AND THE SUPERVISORS DIDN'T EVEN EXPLAIN THE INSTRUCTIONS PROPERLY, IF THEY TOLD US TO DO CERTAIN THINGS AT ALL, BUT OMFG I SAW SO MANY PEOPLE LOOKING SO CONFUSED AND IT MADE ME LOL BUT IT WASN'T THEIR FAULT BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T EXPLAIN ANYTHING TO THEM ANYWAY LOL THE STORY SEEMED TO KILL EVERYONE BUT I THINK I WENT OKAY... THE ESSAY FUCKED ME UP THE MOST BECAUSE I DON'T THINK I ADDRESSED THE CONDITION OF TIME AS MUCH AS I SHOULD HAVE LOL THROUGHOUT THE SHORT ANSWERS I WAS MARVELING AT  HOW I WAS SO PREPARED FOR MY STORY, BECAUSE IT NEEDED MINIMAL ADJUSTING AND I HAD BEEN ABLE TO WRITE IN IN UNDER 30 MINUTES EVERY TIME I PRACTISED IT, BUT THE LARGE SPACES BETWEEN THE LINES MADE ME WRITE BIGGER AND BIGGER AND BIGGER THAN IM USED TO AND I THINK THAT MADE ME TAKE UP MORE TIME LOL SO I WAS FUCKED UP THE ARSE TIME WISE BECAUSE I SPENT 50MINUTES ON SHORT ANSWERS AND 40 MINUTES ON MY STORY, LEAVING ME ONLY 30 MINUTES TO WRITE MY ESSAY. AND IF YOU THOUGHT THAT WASN'T BAD ENOUGH, I RE-WROTE MY THESIS 4 TIMES LOL BUT IN THE END I GUESS I PREVAILED, BECAUSE I MANAGED TO WRITE THE SAME AMOUNT THAT I USUALLY WRITE SO I GUESS I'M CONTENT. STILL BURNING ABOUT THOSE 3 SPARE MINUTES I USED TO FILL IN MY NAME THOUGH ======= DIT FUCKING MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

ANYWAY LOL


PAPER 2


PLEASE BE KIND


GOOD LUCK EVERYONE :)

why hello there
Sunday, October 14, 2012 // 3:13 AM

Short and sweet...

Good luck to everyone, even though no one SHOULD be reading this right now ... and even though I'm not really, supposed to be on LOL GOOD FUCKING LUCK TO YOU ALL!!!!!!!

I hope everything goes well

If you see me flipping a table you'll know that I have completely, utterly, entirely, exhaustively, faultlessly, fully, grossly, hook-line-and-sinker-ly, integrated, locked-stocked-and-barreled, organically, outright, thoroughly,  undiminished, undividedly, unexpurgated, whole-enchilad-ed, whole-hoggedly thrashed .... or bombed section 2 LOL

Good bye

And Good Luck

Give it your all

Remember, No regrets

This is the last time to get this right, so make sure you don't come out thinking "maybe I could've done this or that better"

Don't let it weigh you down

You are better than these exams

You will rise above all this bullshit

You will succeed in life

Make yourself proud

And know that I am proud of you

Good Luck

and Good night


LOL :)

if it means this much to you
Friday, October 12, 2012 // 4:49 AM

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Thursday, October 11, 2012 // 3:04 AM

I've decided that I'm going to memorise my module b essay ...

I was practising a paper 2 exam today and I only managed half of what I wrote for A and C LOL

So to save me the heart ache of only writing three pages for the HSC, I am going to remember

And goddammit, if there is a specific focus on the question I think I might just flip the god damned table

LOL I'm actually excited for Paper 1 because that means I'll be one exam further away from the darned HSC

I'm still deciding what I'll be doing post chem exam. Like immediate post. Like 12:30 pm, what will I do once I leave the hall? Shall I scream at the top of my lungs? Perhaps I'll run around the school and tell everybody I'm finished LOL God, how annoying would that be?

Anyway,

I quite miss my friends

See you all in 3ish days :)

LOL
Monday, October 8, 2012 // 3:03 PM

Hello tourist fucker

Guess what? I'm going to school again today LOL

I need to ask a maths teacher for my ATAR estimate, so if you see me being all mopey in the next few days, you'll know why LOL


School was alright yday. I had some of my questions answered... and I handed in a few essays which I think I will be getting back today LOL


Did you realise after every 'paragraph' yday i 'LOL'ed? LOL


Less than a month until it's all over LOL


The end seems closer than the beginning LOL


See you soon LOL

// 2:57 AM

Such a chillax day....

So the HSC is in a weeks time and I don't have the energy to stress over it anymore LOL

I just hope I don't choke LOL

So Collin and I have been applying for jobs recently. I really hope I get the job at the post office LOL

Although it sounds perpetually boring, I hear it's good pay and I think I'd enjoy sorting mail and putting things in order and making them all correct and such :)

I also really want to work at Dymocks LOL

I need to go to the stores to hand in my resumes but I kinda cbf at the moment, considering we have hsc and all LOL

I've also reduced my number of past papers to 1. And I've replaced it with English and Drama. This better be worth it :( LOL

I reckon after English, I'll be able to watch the mid series end to Doctor Who and as Ms K says "reward myself" and you know, ball my eyes out and suffer from post-mid-series depression LOL

Anyway, I realised that I need to finalise my notes for my second related texts for Belonging and Module C LOL

I hate life LOL

Sunday, October 7, 2012 // 2:06 PM

So I'm going to school today LOL

I'll let you know how it goes

neuropsychopharmacology
Wednesday, October 3, 2012 // 7:14 AM

I remember when I wanted to be that LOL

So I'm talking about the near and distant future, kissing and trust with 3 of the good mates LOL

This is more for personal recollection .. so Future Jess, I hope you remember these conversations :)

It's been a while since I've have enjoyable conversations that weren't either, just in passing or about studying

1 month, 3 days

The end seems so near

I'll make it

And so will you :)

home is when im alone with you
Monday, October 1, 2012 // 3:59 PM

So I was reading my 'A list of things to look forward to' list. It's basically a list of things I'll be looking forward to doing (go figure) LOL after the HSC

I began compiling this list early on term 2, anyway there was one dot point that damn may have made my day

"Lots of reading, because reading is just as important as breathing :)"

LOL, yes it is, Jess.