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No Regrets
Friday, August 31, 2012 // 5:57 PM

No regrets

No regrets

No regrets

No regres

I need to vacuum

if i don't say this now
Wednesday, August 29, 2012 // 3:55 AM

I will surely break

Hi.

Hi!

Hi...

Hi?

Hi,

Well,

I really want to blog but I feel as though I've run out of thing to say

So, without trying to be too repetitious

Hi! I just met you

And this is quite bizarre 

But I'll give you my number if you want me to

So call me maybe? ;)

:)

future fears
Tuesday, August 28, 2012 // 5:12 AM

I am so scared

bulls on parade
Monday, August 27, 2012 // 3:24 AM

My life feels so empty LOL

I can't seem to fathom the fact that 60% of my drama HSC is over, and that in under a weeks time 50% of my music HSC will be done

I'm trying to get back into my pre-trial mojo, but its v. difficult LOL. Today, Eeh, Emily and I wrote practise essays for Module A. It was swell.... LOL I couldn't remember most of my quotes which is bad cuz I cbf to revise :(

I also need to start doing papers again. I'm doing this 3u one my maths teacher gave me and no joke, I have no seen 50% of the questions before LOL they're so atypical... which is typical of a trial LOL I was a bit eh about our trials cuz everything was so straight forward. But I guess it's better for us in the end because it's a lot like the HSC

I talk about work a lot don't I?

Today in our Drama "debriefing" ... we had a party LOL Cathy and I went to pick up pizza and we played games for the second half of the lesson

I haven't had pizza in a very long time and it was a nice change

I've started every paragraph in this post with "I"

LOL, Anyway, music was great :)

I am so bored right now LOL I don't like this trial paper :(

anywhore, good bye =]

the sex
Sunday, August 26, 2012 // 5:54 AM


Love you :)


strangeness and charm
Saturday, August 25, 2012 // 4:15 PM

I had a rather strange dream...

A woman moved in with my uncle, like a room mate type thing LOL and she made the place look all nice and purple and black. Her name was Lana :O

So things start getting weird and time-travel-y

I see this man which resembled Hawk Eye from the Avengers on a motor bike with this chick as im walking to the comic book store (LOL wtf?) Anywho, a lot of people are at the comic book store this evening and a double decker bus full of all the customers family members arrive and we're all very happy. Then bits of decaying body parts start falling on them and the bus is on fire and they're basically dying...

Lana and scarlet johanson lock the door and start looking for something while a big white man with orangey/brown hair sits outside on a bench, his hands cuffed and inside a big glad wrap zip lock bag LOL

I teleport ... to the past LOL and realised that my uncle handcuffed the blonde guy and they avengers are trying to find the keys

The avengers are the bad people btw ... i think LOL

Anyway, I hop onto Hawk eyes motor bike and we pass me and enter a time vortex thing and Im at the door of the comic book store, the bus is burnt to the ground and the store and everyone in it has been searched. I tell Lana that the blonde guy swallowed the key

LOL she goes all science-y and says the key has disintegrated in his intestines

and i wake up cuz i hear the alarm on my phone ....

darkness for a while

and then I wake up for real

It's 8:21am and my alarm doesn't actually go off for another 39 minutes :OOOOOO

// 5:36 AM

This is spiritual love, okay. Like the EBB shit

porcrastination 101
Friday, August 24, 2012 // 5:48 AM

I've attempted a chem trial paper... I got as far as the multiple choice LOL

Anywhore, I was blog surfing and I finally found Emily's blog. HI EM :)

And I stole this from her LOL

  • 1. Are you ready for 125 questions? Yep
  • 2. Was your last relationship a mistake? No
  • 3. Do you miss your last relationship? LOL kind of
  • 4. Who did you last say “I love you” to? ... It was quite recent but I can't remember who I said it to. Yes, I am an 'I love you' slut LOL
  • 5. Do you regret it? Nope :)
  • 6. Have you ever been depressed? No
  • 7. Are you a boy or girl? Girl
  • 8. Are you insecure? Yes
  • 9. What is your relationship status? Single
  • 10. How do you want to die? Saving someone's life OR peacefully. Getting shot in the head isn't too bad either LOL
  • 11. What did you last eat? Crab
  • 12. Have you played any sports? Yes, it was mandatory, but I do enjoy it LOL
  • 13. Do you bite your nails? God no LOL
  • 14. When was your last physical fight? Today. The stairs were extra bitchy and kicked my back LOL
  • 15. Do you have an attitude? Of course
  • 16. Do you like someone? LOL I'll tell you on Sunday :)
  • 17. What is your real name? Nameless Servant 1.0
  • 18. Have you ever read a book? WHO HAS NEVER READ A BOOK? WHAT. I DON'T EVEN. HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE? Okay, no. I know some people don't read LOL but yes, I have read a book
  • 19. Are you gonna get high later? Probably LOL
  • 20. Do you hate anyone at the moment? I don't hate people LOL
  • 21. Do you miss someone? Yes
  • 22. Twirl or cut your spaghetti? Twirl. Who cuts?!-Ditto
  • 23. Do you tan a lot? I have in the past LOL I'm all white and pasty now
  • 24. Have any pets? No
  • 25. How exactly are you feeling? Tender ... LOL my back is fairly cruised and battered. But apart from that, I am rather ambivalent. I'm relieved Drama is over, but I'm nervs for Music 
  • 26. Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving? Yes.
  • 27. Ever made out in a bathroom?  lol...
  • 28. Good driver? Excellent :)
  • 29. Are you scared of spiders?  LOL yes :(
  • 30. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Yes, to observe, not to change things LOL
  • 31. Do you regret anything from your past? Yeah, I guess LOL
  • 32. What are your plans for this weekend? Shopping with sister, Shopping with friends? Tutor resumes and I get to see my babe ;)
  • 33. Do you want to have kids? Yes, 4 or 5 LOL 2 and 2 or 3 boys 2 girls. I want a girl first LOL but ofc. I'll be happy with any gender :)
  • 34. Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an M? No
  • 35. Do you type fast? yes
  • 36. Do you have piercings? used to
  • 37. Want anymore? I want to re pierce my ears
  • 38. Can you spell well? Fairly
  • 39. Do you miss anyone from your past? Of course
  • 40. What are you craving right now? Some sweet lovin'
  • 41. Ever been to a bonfire party? I'm not sure if you'd count the bonfire at camp as a party LOL so no
  • 42. Ever had a silly band? most definitely
  • 43. Have you ever been on a horse? NO BUT I REALLY WANT TOOOOO LOL :)
  • 44. Kissed someone in a pick up truck? No
  • 45. Have you ever broken someones heart? yeah,
  • 46. Have you ever been cheated on? Hope not LOL
  • 47. Have you ever made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? No
  • 48. Are you thinking of someone right now? Actually, LOL I'm too focused on this
  • 49. Would you live with someone without marrying them? No. I want my big wedding with ... everything :(
  • 50. What should you be doing? Whatsapp LOL studying, cleaning, practising for my music hsc ... a number of things LOL
  • 51. Whats irritating you right now? I have pins and needles. Also, my back and yeah LOL
  • 52. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts? Yeah, once
  • 53. Does somebody love you? Of course :)
  • 54. What is your favorite color? Red, yellow
  • 55. Have you ever changed clothes in a car? Yes
  • 56. Milk chocolate or white chocolate? Milk because white chocolate tastes like milk. Not that there's anything wrong with milk :)
  • 57. Do you have trust issues? yes
  • 58. Best friends name? Danny Huynh
  • 59. 2nd best friends name? Snez/Bobs/Eeh/Collin/Danny
  • 60. 3rd best friends name? Take your pick
  • 61. Longest relationship? LOL...
  • 62. Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you? Yeah, I see him often LOL
  • 63. Who was the last person you cried in front of? I don't cry in front of people
  • 64. Do you give out second chances too easily? yeah probably LOL most of the time, I think I wouldn't even know they've fucked up
  • 65. Is it easier to forgive or forget? Both are exceptionally hard LOL so.. neither. Hold grudges (Y) :)
  • 66. Is this year the best year of your life? I will get back to you on the 21st of december :) But so far, it's been okay LOL pretty great
  • 67. What was your childhood nickname? Jessie LOL
  • 68. Have you ever walked outside completely naked? No
  • 69. Favorite food? SPAGHETTI!!!! and lasagne and pad see-ew and chicken feet salad LOL basically all Italian and Thai foods
  • 70. Do you believe everything happens for a reason? No. Things just happen. this is very subjective LOL
  • 71. What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? I was reading of Mice and Men before bed. Before that I was talking to Kevin the cunt on ebudz. Before that I ate dinner. Before that I showered. Before that I was at the library. Before that I was walking in the rain. Before that, I was being bullied by the wind that pushed me all over the road LOL etc...
  • 72. Did you have dream last night? Actually, no LOL which is strange cos I usually do
  • 73. What is bothering you? my shoulders LOL and back ... my attitude to friends ... my future LOL several things :)
  • 74. Have you ever been out of state? Yes.
  • 75. Do you play the wii? Yes.
  • 76. Are you listening to music right now? Yes RADIOHEAD :)
  • 77. Do you like chinese food? It's aiight LOL jks I love it :)
  • 78. Who are you texting right now? E
  • 79. Are you afraid of the dark? Some nights
  • 80. Is cheating ever okay? Never.
  • 81. Are you mean? Yes
  • 82. Can you keep white shoes clean? No LOL I am hopeless :L
  • 83. What year has been your best? years 7, 8, 10, 11 and I guess this year :) also, year 5 was pretty cool too LOL
  • 84. Do you believe in true love? I don't know actually LOL, atm no... but I'll get back to you when I actually fall in love
  • 85. Favorite weather? Sunny, slight breeze, a few clouds, the smell of summer, butterflies chansing each other and that LOL yeah :)
  • 86. Do you like the snow? I've never been :'(
  • 87. Does it snow a lot where you live? No
  • 88. Do you like the outside? I love it. I wish I could camp out every night :)
  • 89. Are you currently bored? Most definitely
  • 90. Do you want to get married? Yes, I'd get married now if the right person asked LOL
  • 91. Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? Yeah
  • 92. Are you hungry? Nope, stomach is full of lovely Thai food :)
  • 93. Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight? No
  • 94. What makes you happy? When I'm teaching someone something and the way their face lights up when they understand something, yeah that LOL also, summer, friends, family, bike riding, picnics, food, love, hugs and jumping castles
  • 95. Would you change your name? Yes, to Princess Consuela Banana-hammock
  • 96. Ever been to Alaska? No
  • 97. Ever been to Hawaii? No
  • 98. Do you watch the news? Fairly often, yeah
  • 99. What’s your zodiac sign? Aries
  • 100. Do you like subway? Yes, omg I love it
  • 101. Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? LOL tough one... depends where we are but I guess yes LOL
  • 102. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? Fuck their brains out
  • 103. Do you talk like your friends? I think so LOL like our voices are distinct but the way we pronounce stuff and our syntax is pretty similar
  • 104. Why did you decide to do this quiz? Because I thought the internet needed to know a bit more about me :)
  • 105. Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them? Yes
  • 106. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? Yes, several actually LOL
  • 107. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? Danny Huynh
  • 108. Do you feel good? I'm always feelin' good ;) LOL yeah, I'm alright actually :)
  • 109. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? The Sex probs :)
  • 110. Favorite lyrics right now? "so he calls me up and he's like "I still love you" and I'm like "i jus-" This is exhausting, like we are never getting back together, like ever"
  • 111. Can you count to one million? No, can you?
  • 112. Are your finger nails painted at the moment? Nope
  • 113. Favorite color(s)? Orange
  • 114. Favorite number? 5, 27, 81
  • 115. If you could pick three people your own age or younger to be stuck on a island with who would you pick?  I'd bring um.. this is tough LOL SKIP
  • 116. Are you a hunter? I am Katniss Everdeen
  • 117. Tall or short? Medium
  • 118. Favorite subject in school? I love school overall LOL every subject has its perks :) and flaws :(  but right now, I think my fave would be .... okay fuck this is hard LOL It's tied between maths, music and chemistry :L
  • 119. What 5 people do you trust the most? Eeh, Collin, Snez, Bobby, Huynh
  • 120. Who do you think has amazing hair? ... me LOL
  • 121. Parents divorced? No
  • 122. What city do you live in? Sydney
  • 123. Where were you born? Australia
  • 124 Recliner or couch? Couch
  • 125: What two people do you miss talking to? Danny and Dalena LOL

I fell down the stairs today
// 3:41 AM

Yep, I did LOL

Trinh and I were walking around looking for teachers to scab merits off of for our distinctions/medallions and as we left the drama holding room, I slipped on a step and landed on my back. Ouch.

My elbow also hurts a considerable amount cos I also kinda fell on that LOL and my phalanges feel strained when I type and play guitar.... I hope this doesn't last long cos I have my music HSC is just over a weeks time

Speaking of HSC, I completed 60% of my drama one today. It was hella fun :) and the audience were great. The markers were really nice too :)

We went to eat Thai after as a reward. I ate so much, it was soooooo good :)

LOL so Trials are over and my days have been rather empty

I need to get back into the habit of doing past papers daily but there always seems to be interruptions. For one, my school laptop broke and so I can't do any of my papers at the library anymore :( I'm also distracted by people LOL I love talking and the trial period has really made me miss everyone

But starting Monday, I will get back into routine! I will ... honest LOL

I've finally completed my UAC application. I feel my decision to put all med/med sci courses is a tad bit risky... but I do have another week (or was it month?) to change errthang so it should be fine

Our drama subs promised us a party... I mean, "debriefing" on Monday LOL we can play games again. Gosh it's been so long since we've played a game. Hope everyone brings some food and stuff. I really want cake LOL

Anywhore, my phalanges hurt LOL this is so strange

Goodbye :)

Tuesday, August 21, 2012 // 4:06 AM

I am so tired

Wow,
Thursday, August 9, 2012 // 3:35 PM

I had a lot of emotions in year 10 LOL

Thank god I'm void of that now :D

Robot all the way hehehehehehehehehehehe ;)

OH, HELLO!

It's been a while hasn't it?

Well, I've gotta go now...

See you soon!