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Monday, October 31, 2011 // 11:39 PM

Sleeping late tonight!! LOL strike tomorrow 8)

Also, I ate my first oyster today! :) It was delish 8)

// 2:32 AM

Went to the dentist today. It really hurt. I wanted to bitch slap that hoe across the face

LOL jokes. But yeah, got my 4 cavities filled in LOOOOOOOOOL also, I bought pho :D LOL yum


Mouth hurts too much to smile LOL :( Um....... one day, I'll find myself a friend to take these photos with me. I'm so alone :'(

y hello dere
Sunday, October 30, 2011 // 2:05 AM

2 for two! LOL

Well my day sure did turn around :) I'm very glad that my pot of chicken noodle soup turned out great! Also, I'm glad that I've completed 75% of my maths homework and that I am not completely put off by it, so I'll most probably finish it off after dinner.


Saturday, October 29, 2011 // 6:05 AM

okay, i'm sad now, fuck you :(

// 3:17 AM


So lyk...............

Christmas is coming soon guys .... ... .. :):):) ... 8)8)8)8)8)8) hehehehe hehe hehe


// 2:32 AM

I'm a text person. Bina agrees LOL

I haven't blogged about my day in a while. So here goes...

Actually, yesterday after school Nita, Maria and I went to the gym [my first time outside of school hehe] it was heaps fun LOL we even went to a Zumba class which was ... awkward at first, but I got into it LOL I was kind of disappointed that it ended so quickly :( I HAD ENOUGH ENERGY IN ME TO GO FOR ANOTHER LIKE 2 SONGS LOL

oh well, we returned to the gym for a bit after that LOL then Fiona gave me a lift home.

At home right, I think I was pretty drained cuz after I ate like dinner, I couldn't do homework or anything LOL and so I went to bed at the very pathetic time - 10:04 pm :(

Woke up really early today though, without an alarm and everything LOL so I went downstairs, did a bit of chem homework to pass the time, nothing was even due LOL, so i guess homework is the wrong word to use; chem work ... Lyanna, you've got me using italics LOL

Anywho, went to tutor. I actually learned a lot this lesson LOL learned a lot? LOL learnt isn't a word.... wtf LOL all this time D::::::::::::::

Yeah so like after tutor I came home and pretty much did nothing. And by nothing I mean useless chem work. I should really prioritise my work LOl well, I do ... I just don't follow the order. I procrastinate, and then I feel bad, so I do something else, something useless to get rid of that "I'm useless" feeling LOL which is just me being useless, oh what a cycle.

I managed to get the uh ... idk what to call it, analysis? Not really, but analysis of one artefact done for English. I attempted the second one but decided I had enough of English and started playing the guitar.

I've been really into guitar lately, I think I've somehow rekindled my love for it LOL maybe it's the HSC, or maybe I've just found better songs to play LOL! But anyway, I was practising my HSC-for-now-pieces. Cuz we all know Jess is an indecisive hoe and that she'll change her mind when it's a really bad time to LOL

I can play 1 song already LOL, well I can play what I can play of that one song. It relies heavily on improv LOL so I have to work something out for my bits, but between impro sections there are different parts, yeah I can play all the parts LOL wooh! go me 8) LOL and 1/4 of one song and 1/3 of my third song. I'm planning to do a Viva Voce, but that might change depending on how I go with my Viva assessment in a few weeks time.

OHOH!! LOL I've been driving with the school, it's really fun!! LOL It's a manual too!!! I feel so pro sometimes LOL even though I suck.

I watched the first episode of RoveLA today ... He isn't as funny as he was when he was in Australia LOL but it was okay to watch. Also, this weeks episode of Community gave me an idea for a possible drama group performance play, but I'd be plagerising and that is bad.

Maths is really not my thing LOL


hello paramore
// 2:20 AM

One photo, one caption, once a day, for a whole week

Can I do it?!

Despite watching Paranormal Activity 3 over a week ago, I am still paranoid that a ghost/spirit/what have you is watching me, so to avoid a whole Shutter-situation, I made sure I covered the doorway with my head cuz right now HOLY FUCK ME am I scared LOL

As you can gather, I don' like being home alone .. and paranoid... LOL I'm awful sticky, but I'll shower when my rents come home LOL!

Also, Bobina...

can we pretend
// 2:02 AM

that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars

hi cam

Friday, October 28, 2011 // 8:31 PM

you should trust me. have a little more faith in me

Tuesday, October 25, 2011 // 2:24 AM

Best bike ride! Love you, Laddeth 8) (L)

Monday, October 24, 2011 // 2:11 PM

LOL my mums such a cutie :$

last night she told me and carol to go gym with her to do some zumba LOL

and just then, she asked who I was listening to. She thought it was Lionel Richie [LOL wtf?] but I told her it was John Mayer and she said he's good LOL


LOL okay, maybe her saying that has more impact on me than on anyone else but LOL WOTEVZ MY MUMS SO COOL LOL

// 2:00 AM

i miss you, you know. i think about things that concern us quite a lot and frankly, i wish you could pluck up the courage to ask me, or whatever you know .. it doesnt matter what, cause that fact of the matter is that i miss you and whatever whatever is, matters little as long as were together

youre on my mind a lot, you must be tired

Sunday, October 23, 2011 // 4:41 AM

we should have a doctor who discussion over tea sometime cynthia

// 4:15 AM

aiming for 84+ for English, Maths, Maths extension and chemistry, 95+ for drama and music, although that is kind of hard for drama =/

// 3:30 AM

I love Rory too, Cynthia!!

Saturday, October 22, 2011 // 4:20 AM

Watched paranormal activity 3 today. Laughed the ending away with Huynh LOL everything lost its... scare, like in drama I didn't believe the end LOL the beg was heaps freaky though :)

Anyway, what I wanted to say was that I'm getting my share of karma back for saying it was "eh" cuz now I'm very paranoid and anxious and u know LOL .. scared LOL fml :(

Friday, October 21, 2011 // 4:48 PM

Oh guitar, how I love you 8)

// 1:51 AM

i feel guilty when i dont do my homework. lol.

Tuesday, October 18, 2011 // 1:48 PM

LOL all I do is complain about stupid things. Sorry, guys! forgive me LOL

Eh, still sad though. Looks like I'm not alone. WHY IS DIS HAPPNIN?

I'm so fucking slow. GAH I hate it

Everyones moved on without me

Alone, forever


Saturday, October 15, 2011 // 12:41 AM

Out to save the world, one best friend at a time.

Friday, October 14, 2011 // 10:27 PM

joshua and joseph

// 2:25 AM

You fuck up and life goes on. But what will you do? Do you stay put and watch everything fly pass you? Dwell on the mistake, thinking about what could have been? Or will you climb up out of that seemingly endless pit you've dug yourself and move on?

But how are you supposed to move on?

I've been faced with really big, life depending decisions the last few days. Lol, not really. It sure does seem that way, though. In the process, I've realised what I've really wanted. What I knew I wanted back then, but failed to recognise.

And everyone I seem to confide in, all say the same thing ... "It's not the end of the world" "you'll have other chances, you can take other paths" I guess it's not, but it sure feels like it.

Things have always been very .. black and white for me. There's not much room for compromise in my brain. You go all the way or you don't go at all.

If I want something, I almost always get it. If by some chance I don't, I tell myself it's not what I really wanted to begin with. Am I wrong?

Regrets, this years been full of them. Why did I choose Music? Why didn't I study? Why did I say "stop"? Why didn't I say "yes"?

I should have stuck with Extension English a bit longer. I really did like it. I told everyone I was just lazy. Was I? Maybe I was just completely and utterly stupid. Maybe I couldn't cope. How will I know now?

I shouldn't have chosen music. But back then, Music rained ... happiness, in my mind, escape. It was a place where stupid things like whether or not I should drop extension english didn't exist. But I guess that was only cause I was taught by the head teacher. I think my almost-acing this subject is due to the overly biased marking of my current teacher. Can I really do well? How will I know?

No one seems to tell the truth. I understand that sometimes, a little white lie needs to be told. But long, tedious detours are taken to avoid answering a potentially ego-damaging question honestly. We're mature, young adults. Considering the amount of sensibility, humility they expect of us, I'd assume we'd receive some confidence or some sort of faith in return.

I've been stuck in this sort of grey patch for, I don't know, the longest time and it's messing with me. Everyday, it's like "what if?" and "are you sure", "really?"

Everything is sugar coated. I need the truth, not some stupid euphemism that does not accurately depict how precisely I am slaughtering my ATAR.

"You have potential" So what? I lack integrity.

Nothing but a stubborn child who gets what she wants when she wants it. Even though it's not what I want.

Maybe I'll just buy Dungeons and Dragons, take its dice and rule book and let them make every decision of mine, just like Sheldon 8) lol..

Good-bye USyd. Good-Bye Medical Science. Wish we could have been acquainted a little longer.

// 1:38 AM

sometimes the moon is brighter than the sun

Wednesday, October 12, 2011 // 3:29 AM

I'm spamming, sorry guys LOL


// 3:27 AM

Remember that quiet little side of that bay at Cornulla Huynh, Dono, Maria, Bobs, Collin?

It was heaps chill, I'd love to go again.

I don't even remember what we were talking about, but im certain there was some shell gathering and wetting of feet :)

I loved year 10

Love heart

// 12:46 AM

do you know what happens?
sometimes people realise it wont work
then they try to fix it
they come up with an entire plan to fix it
and that plan will work
but we dont let each other finish
and now its turned to this

// 12:27 AM

Everyone gets attached. Its inevitable and once again, this has left me feeling rather ..

oh fuck me :(


If Mary didn't accept the proposal. If whats her face were dead :(


:'( It's so fucking sad :(

I hate the week long waits


Monday, October 10, 2011 // 1:42 PM

i lyk luv u LOL, overcooked instant noodles (L)(L) heheheheheheheheheheh :$

Saturday, October 8, 2011 // 6:15 PM

the drunk mind speaks the sober heart

// 2:45 AM

jimbos homework is so repetitive

Friday, October 7, 2011 // 4:46 PM

Torchwood, Doctor Who.. I miss you terribly :(

Wednesday, October 5, 2011 // 6:48 AM

Dearest father,

You are the best daddy any girl could ever have!

Thanks for today (L) LOL

And for sticking up for me :)

Love, Tomato.

[hehe, inside joke xD]

Tuesday, October 4, 2011 // 4:06 AM

After Tennant died, I couldn't breathe. LOL JOKES

I missed him dearly and googled as much as I could google of him LOL I became quite obsessed. Its where the term "Doctor slut" comes from LOL Bobs.

I was obsessed with Tennant and to fill the void of his doctor-ness I downloaded all the crap he's been in LOL Gosh, I was out of controllll

Then I rewatched series 5 and I started googling the hell out of Matt Smith.

The pain never stops.

Its an endless cycle of missing and stalking and blackness-filling.

I hate Doctor Who :(


Monday, October 3, 2011 // 3:41 PM

ITS HEREE!!!!!!!!!!


LOL okay, not exactly happy about this, it did cost me a whopping 130$ == LOL like Eeh said, I could've bought myself a new amp. Or you know, saved it LOL

But no, I chose to spend lavishly :)

No Worries, I'll love it soon enough. When I ride it!!! LOL

I kind of wanna go now LOL but I have swimming in a few dozen minutes. Should i take it to the pools? 8)

Sunday, October 2, 2011 // 5:43 PM

Cynthia, I wait everyday for your posts about Doctor Who LOL


// 6:40 AM



// 4:13 AM

Staying home tomorrow. Going to clean, read and rearrange my room :)

Hopefully I wont go insane and die =/

Saturday, October 1, 2011 // 6:15 PM


jokez, not really. I was kind of hoping for a sciencey technical mind fuck that i wouldnt understand. It kind of blew cause I knew the Doctor wasn't going to die. I liked how he didn't :)

My theory as to why River is in jail is correct LOl wooh :) and OMG THE END XDXD LOL :)


Texting and scones ;)

omfg LOL best season? I think so :)

OH FUCK LOL spoilers, sorry Cynthia and whoever :)


// 5:24 AM

my english is tumbling down the drain ... LOL see what I mean?

i hate jimmy homework sigh sigh