Mack is my favourite teacher too bobs!! :D
what if you put your heart and soul into it and it doesn't turn out the way you want it to?
You are the love of my life.
always preparing myself for disappointment
I let you in, told you the truth.
I spilt my guts, it was a mess we couldn't clean up.
You followed me, we got lost.
You're getting closer, we'll only lose touch
havent done Jimmys homework
I'm too worried about this god darn speech
I cant wait for Tuesday to come, so I can get rid of these bloody separators and get my braces in :)
Today was fun, wasn't it?
So I opened my twitter tab about 47 times last night LOL only to realise that I'm not allowed on, so I closed the tab
I didn't occur to me at all to just delete the tab until now LOL
I miss twitter so much :'(
Anyway, I am so lost for the speech thing due on Wednesday. I also have to record my speech before Tuesday because I'll be getting my braces and there is a very big chance I won't be in the mood to talk LOL the separators are killing me :( I'm starting to chew a bit today so that's alright.
My book came yesterday. It's a lot thicker than I imagined. Can't wait to rip in to it ... after assessments, after half yearly :'(
I hate year 12
I don't want to do this
I have so much to do
Considering deactivating my facebook LOL piece of cake
Considering deactivating my twitter
NO WAY IN HELL
LOL but I must :(
okay, good bye world
Got my separators in and they feel normal LOL :)
I was marathon-ing 2 broke girls just then but I remembered that I still have to do the English essay .... yeah, I don't think that's happening...
To make me feel like less of a failure, I'm doing chem stuff that isn't even homework
OH ALSO! I tried the miniburgers from Hungry Jacks today. They were delish :)
I looked at myself in the mirror yesterday and I didn't look like myself. I looked... older. Like it was finally hitting me that this is the end and I am supposed to be mature and shit like that.
I don't know what to think. Of all the times I've despised you for lying, I really hope this one is one of your best lies. I cannot lose you. I can never lose you. I was thinking about it all day and everything, it fit. Everything you've told me, the way you are around me, the way people are being towards you. It all fits.
I really hope I'm wrong, though. This can't be it. It can't be the end. Not now, not ever.
It just can't be
I wonder what it'll be like to be someone else for a day
LOL Okay, I just thought really long and hard about it and now I forgot what I was going to blog about
Anyway, it's 9:04 am and I am drinking tea and writing out my notes for English.
I am so screwed for the HSC
ANYWAY ON TO HAPPIER THINGS LOL ENVIRO INSPIRO!!!!!!!!!!! I WATCHED LAST YEARS WINNERS AND I AM SO SURE CANLEY CAN BEAT THEIR ASSESSSSSSS (even though we won't be like competing against them cuz they won last year lol.......) ANYWAY I'm so excited!!! I love the idea!
Summers in the air and baby, heaven's in your eyes
I'm starting to realise that I am really very boring
Sorry, maybe I should stop
LOL okay, bye
DO NOT READ ON WILLIAM TRAB!!!!! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED LOL
I'm a little cunt. I seriously don't know why I'm acting this way.
Is this even an act?
It's like I don't want to care anymore
And I almost completely don't
ANYWHO, just a space filler and such,
I don't understand why Nick loves Franky. Why does everyone love Franky? she's a little androgynous dyke slut. She clearly doesn't deserve any love, from anyone. Not even Luke, hot damn LOL He was an ass at the end though =/ but it's expected
Luke :) LOL
anyway, I hate Franky
I don't think I'll be watching the next series of skins if it does some out. Everything is so intense LOL every since s4 =/ every episode messes with my brain :(
I miss Maxie and tony
Damn, my bag is going to be hella heavy tomorrow LOL :( I now have a maths text book and I have all this drama crap and I have my UMAT stuff and omg LOL I wanna cry :(
WHY DIDN'T I GET A LOCKER?! :((((
Idk if I should go to the belonging tutorial tomorrow morning .... omg and I have 3u tutorial after school LOL
This better be worth it :(
happy birthday cunt :)
You know what would've been a cool prac for the year 10 do-it-yourself practical assessment? Well, buying hydrangeas (flowers) and grow em in soils with different pHs. They'll turn blue in basic soils and pink in acidic soil LOL ORRRRR growing a basic hydrangea and using acidic fertilizer or watering it with acid LOL!!!! The last one is a bit extreme, but omg you could totally observe the colour change and make your own chart in accordance to acidic intensity LOL
Damn, if only I had this before :(
I hate school, I want the holidays back :'(
The first week of school took forever to end, but this week just kind of rushed by. I'm no longer on top of my work and this makes me very sad. I also just finished last weeks ep of skins and it added to my sadness LOL :(
Did I ever tell you that I hate going on like small class excursions, like drama and music LOl even though most of the time the stuff we go to see is great :D I miss out on so much shit and it takes so much effort to try and catch up
I wanna cry LOl :(
Can't wait for the big bang theory to finish so I can laugh all my troubles away
I saw an antichrist symbol spray painted on an old run-down church's door today.
Also, I used to go home and turn on the news ... now I just go home and turn on
LOL twas a very good day today :)
Finished early today, wooh! LOL
My one button, you push it
Look what you've done
I was enchanted to meet you, mysterious boy in my dream 8)
So my music hsc ... LOl yep, we're talking about this again LOL Well, I guess my hatred towards it has somewhat subsided cause I've realised that I can actually the play the guitar and a band 6 is achievable!
LOL So I spent most of the holidays playing the 6 bars of Spain that Ben taught me and trying to learn Slow Dancing myself. LOL My third piece is one that I probably want to play the most but I have not started it at all. It's a special version and there are no tabs for it on the internet :'(
So I decided to learn a different song ... A song that is so similar Slow Dancing that I may as well just play slow dancing twice LOL Well, melodically it's different. But the style, structure and collection of techniques and such are like ... well LOL exactly the same o.O
Well, I guess this can go into my collection of "back up pieces" LOL I hope Ben can tab out that song I like. And I hope I can find a loop pedal LOL
Anyway, time for tutor LOL
I hate this feeling
God, I feel so alone
Sad songs are definitely not making this better, but it's all I can seem to listen to
where are you, seriously. fucking hell
I've been getting these really bad mood swings and I want em to go :'( GET OUT! LEAVE! RIGHT NOWWWW
LOL see what I mean?! :'(
I'm not happy, but I have nothing to complain about
Anyway, I hope everything gets better