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long live
Sunday, October 31, 2010 // 2:03 PM

I say remember this moment
In the back of my mind
The time we stood with our shaking hands
The crowds in stands went wild
We were the kings and the queens
And they read off our names
The night you danced like you knew our lives
Would never be the same
You held your head like a hero
On a history book page
It was the end of a decade
But the start of an age

Long live the walls we crashed through
All the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming, "long live all the magic we made"
And bring on all the pretenders
One day we will be remembered

I said remember this feeling
I passed the pictures around
Of all the years that we stood there on the sidelines
Wishing for right now
We are the kings and the queens
You traded your baseball cap for a crown
When they gave us our trophies
And we held them up for our town
And the cynics were outraged
Screaming, "this is absurd"
'Cause for a moment a band of thieves in ripped up jeans got to rule the world

Long live the walls we crashed through
All the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming, "long live all the magic we made"
And bring on all the pretenders
I'm not afraid

Long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life
Fighting dragons with you
I was screaming, "long live the look on your face"
And bring on all the pretenders
One day we will be remembered

http://www.elyricsworld.com/long_live_lyrics_taylor_swift.html
Hold on to spinning around
Confetti falls to the ground
May these memories break ???

And you take a moment
Promise me this:
That you'll stand by me forever
But if God forbid fate should step in
And force us into a goodbye
If you have children someday
When they point to the pictures
Please tell them my name
Tell them how the crowds went wild
Tell them how I hope they shine

Long live the walls we crashed through
I had the time of my life with you

Long, long live the walls we crashed through
All the candlelight shined just for me and you
And I was screaming, "long live all the magic we made"
And bring on all the pretenders
I'm not afraid

Singing long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life
Fighting dragons with you

And long, long live the look on your face
And bring on all the pretenders
One day we will be remembered

ROFL,
Saturday, October 23, 2010 // 1:27 AM

so i skateboarded today... yes, i skate board LOL

it was heaven :) me dalz and charlies skated for 3 hours

now my back kinda hurts but it was fun LOL

i fell-ish, once.

i also had a chicken kebab, thanks charlie and dalz! LOL

tomorrow im gonna eat tk something for my fathers birthday

i dont know how old he is LOL prolly like 60 or something

anywho, gonna do my viva voce now LOL

good night :)

ahem,
Wednesday, October 20, 2010 // 4:29 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CATRINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

i love you babymothercatqueen LOL

hope you have an excellent night without me there :)

soundtrack of my summer
Saturday, October 16, 2010 // 5:43 PM

last summer was magical
we always want what we can't reach
i still miss who i thought he was
i wont admit that id wish you'd come back
ill never tell what i was really thinking when i slammed the door
i loved you before i met you
i cried while recording this
someday ill find this
love and theft
all i ever wanted was the truth
love is blind so you couldn't see me
im sorry im sorry im sorry
guess i was fooled by your smile
she can have you
we cant go back
if you play these games we're both going to lose
god bless andrea swift
you made things change for me

paramore
// 1:09 AM

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WAS EXCELLENT

OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

its so different with all the high tech arena stage doodles LOL

it was fucking epiccccccccc

omfg, jury and the saints covered dynamite!!! LOL

OMFGGG MATT THIESSENS VOICE IS BLOODAYE BEAUTIFULLLLLLLLLLLLL

FML JIZZZZZ BREWWWW LOL

relient k was omfg

they were ......... omg SO OMG LOL you know? LOL

FUCKING LOVE RELIENT K LOL

but omg paramore

BLEW ME AWAY ALL THE WAY TO LIKE FUCKING NEW ZEALAND OR SOMETHING LOL

i forgot my camera :(

my phone had to do
the photos were .. eh LOL

some where just a mesh of colours LOL

ah well

its all cemented in ma brainz!!!!!!

truths, one hundred
Friday, October 15, 2010 // 6:28 PM

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: slurpeeeeee 7eleven

2. Last phone call: sister carolyn

3. Last text message: sister carolyn

4. Last song you listened to: check it out - nicki minaj

5. Last time you cried: LOl.................

6. Got back with someone you’ve broken up with: Nope

7. Been cheated on: nope LOL not that i know of O_O

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no

9. Lost someone special: losing perhaps?

10. Been depressed: no

11. Been drunk and threw up: tipsy + car sick? LOL

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. red

13. yellow

14. red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend: Yes

16. Fallen out of love: LOL no

17. Laughed until you cried: yep

18. Met someone who changed you: maybe

19. Found out who your true friends were: yeah

20. Found out someone was talking about you: i dont think so LOL probably

21. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend’s list: yes

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 95%

23. How many kids do you want? two! One girl, one boy :) -ditto LOL

24. Do you have any pets: used to

25. Do you want to change your name: no

26. What did you do for your last birthday: bbq, park, yay!

27. What time did you wake up? 9:37

28. What were you doing at midnight last night? eating tommys i think LOL

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for?: nothing really.. LOL soundwave?

30. Last time you saw your Mother: about an hour ago

32. What are you listening to right now: empire state of mind LOL memz :')

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes LOL

34. Who is getting on your nerves now? no one

35. Most visited webpage: twitter, google

36.Whats your real name: jessica tl phan? LOL

37. Nicknames: fodmn jess OI HEY

38. Relationship Status: Single

39. Zodiac sign: aries

40. Male or female? female

41. Primary School?: sacred hearttttttt cabramatta

42. High School?: canley vale High School

43. College?: yale :) LOL

44. Hair color: Black

45. Long or short: Long

46. Height: 163cm i believe that makes me 5'4" or somethign LOL

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: i believe so LOL

48: What do you like about yourself?: nothing, cuz i love everything ;D hehe LOL...

49. Piercings: Ears

50: Tattoos: None

51. Righty or lefty: both? LOL i write with my right though

FIRST:

52. First surgery: Never

53. First piercing: Ears.

54. First best friend: michael dinh LOL

55. First sport you joined: netball

56. First vacation: america

57. First pair of trainers: get em a long time ago LOL

RIGHT NOW:

58. Eating: Nothing

59. Drinking: water

60. I’m about to: write chem notes?

61. Listening to: bedrock

62. Waiting for: this to finish

63. I’m feeling: Good -yeah i am feeling good :)

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? Yep

65. Get married?: Yep

66. Career: LOL idk man i wanna be abby from ncis

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes

68. Hugs or kisses: Both

69. Shorter or taller: Taller

70. Older or Younger: Older

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both Please!!!! hehehe

73. Sensitive or loud: A bit of both

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship

75. Kissed a stranger: Nope

76. Drank hard liquor: perhaps

77. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope

78. Sex on first date: definately

79. Broken someone’s heart: perhaps LOL

80. Been arrested: yes jokezzz

81. Turned someone down: i think so?

82. Cried when someone died: no, i was 8 okay i didnt know what was going on, wait do TV shows count? LOL

83. Fallen for a friend: Yeahs

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: yes, all the time

85. Love at first sight: maybe LOL

86. Heaven: actually, not really

87. Santa Claus: YES OMFG HE DIED WHEN HIS SLEIGH CRASHED INTO AN ICE GLACIER :'(

88. Kiss on the first date: perhaps

89. Angels: i dont know anymore

90. God: yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

91. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: yes, jokez

92. Did you sing today?: LOL singing right now

93. Ever cheated on somebody?: no

94. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: I wouldn’t go back

95. The moment you would choose to relive?: soundwave 2008 OR fun times with huynh and cat :)

96. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Sort of

97. When was the last time you lied?: i lie all the time. in fact im lying right now LOL

98. Are you usually late, early or right on time?: um all 3? LOL not usually late though .. right on time (Y)

99. Are you a good person?: no im horrible

100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths?: yes, extremely

ROFL,
Tuesday, October 12, 2010 // 1:34 PM

TWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
DAYZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
JOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
PARAMOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
RELIENTKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH
TWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
DAYZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

back to december is, i think my new fave taylor song from speak now :) yep LOL it over took mine :) ;D

maybe this is wishful thinking
probably mindless dreaming
if we loved again, i swear id love you right

gossip girl is getting so good LOL :)

this is me swallowing my pride
standing infront of you
saying im sorry for that night

turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you
wishing id realise what i had when you were mine

ROFL,
Monday, October 11, 2010 // 3:27 AM

1. PICK OUT A SCAR YOU HAVE, AND EXPLAIN HOW YOU GOT IT? cut on right thumb. sendy cut me, literally LOL with a pocket knife went like 1 cm into my skin

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR BED ROOM? nothing .. air con?

3. WHAT DOES YOUR PHONE LOOK LIKE? My phone is like a rectangular prism with curved edges . LOL (Y)

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO? taylor swift LOL everything

5. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE? default windows thing

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW? i .. have no idea LOL i want lucas and peyton to come back to one tree hill :D

7. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GAY MARRIAGE? Yes

8. WHAT TIME WERE YOU BORN? 10:22

9. WHEN WAS YOUR FIRST KISS? when i was a little kid baby LOL

10. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO? wakey wakey

11. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK? kind of, not really

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY? jenny

13. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? green hair, red eyez LOL christmas

14. DO YOU LIKE PAINKILLERS? not really LOL

15. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS? Coffee

16. FAVE PIZZA TOPPIN? garlic prawn

17. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE? tommys, kebab fish+chips

18. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD? dont remember lol

19. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE? yes

20. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT SOMEONE GAVE YOU? singlets from sister

21. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE? perhaps LOL

22. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED? Nope

23. FAVORITE FRIEND? hayley williams :)

24. WHAT’S YOUR DREAM CAR? red double-decker bus, leather seats, no sticky crap on the floor LOL

25. DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTER-LIFE? no, heavennnnn LOL

26. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MARRIAGE? marriage is .. good LOL

27. WOULD YOU GROW TO LIKE SOMEONE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING? yeah probably

28. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU? bike to their house, jump the fence make sure they see you then run home LOL

29. Say a number from 1-100. 81

30. BLONDE OR BRUNETTE? blonde is totez tayswift LOL

31. WHAT IS THE ONE PHONE NUMBER SHOWS UP ON YOUR PHONE THE MOST? MUM LOL

32. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST? i really dont know LOL dont piss me off when im pmsing

33. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE COUNTRY YOUR IN? yes

34. YOUR ONE WEAKNESS? running :( LOL

35. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT YOU GAVE? contributed to a few gifts lol, i think cynthia?

36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE HOLIDAY? christmas

37. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL? yes LOL

38. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE THIS? TUTOR showering, with cooling ;D

39. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE? get rid of my eye bagz LOL

40. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST? My nice ass LOL

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL? drink crystal meth LOL not, idk LOL wouldnt really care

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY? frog or ferrret

45. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? not that i know of

46. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? yes LOL

48. WHICH FINGERS ARE YOUR FAVORITE? left index .. :L

49. WHAT UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING? mossimo, grey LOL

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? eh LOL idm

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE VEGETABLE? onions or carrots or mushrooms or tomatoes wait .. thats a fruit LOL

52. ANY BAD HABITS? i tend to rip my toenails off with my teeth LOL not

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF? um, back street boys LOL jokes, im not embarrassed (A)

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? yes, cuz i am awesome

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL? of course LOL

56. DO LOOKS MATTER? kind of, yeah LOL

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER? cabinet, bike

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME? catrinas house LOL

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY? i guess

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TOY WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE? bay blades :D

61. ARE YOU AFRAID OF GROWING UP? yeah, i think so

62. DO YOU USE SARCASM? of course

63. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? Yes.

64. DOES 11:11 MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU? no

66. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS? of coruse

67. WHAT IS THE MOST PAIN YOU HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED? idk havent experienced much pain i dont think

68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? no

69. LAST THING YOU SPILLED? water

70. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? no

71. WHAT DON’T YOU LIKE? disrespect

72. WHAT YOUR FAVOURITE COLOUR? red, yellow

73. WHAT’S THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? killer inside me

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? no LOL

76. WHAT’S YOUR DREAM VACATION? Europe. omgosh, rain forest trek with collin :)

77. LAST THING YOU ATE/DRANK? rice, fish, soup

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? mum

79. WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? hair, clothes LOL

80. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT? nah, maybe LOL

81. FAVOURITE THING TO HATE? WHEN YOU ORDER FOOD AND IT TASTE EWW LOL < so true LOL

82. FAVOURITE DRINK? lemon lime bitters

83. FAVOURITE ZODIAC SIGN? power puff girl LOL

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SPORT? shopping omgosh! LOL, bike skate board :D

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? black

86. EYE COLOUR? brown

87. TALL OR SHORT? i used to be tall :(

88. SIBLINGS? sister

89. FAVORITE TIME? shower time LOL

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI? yeah why not

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED? man vs wild, wait no LOL vampire diaries

92. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR? My birthday LOL.

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? no of course not

94. SUMMER OR WINTER? both LOL but i hate winter :( + i ahte when it rains in summer

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? Relationship

97. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? no one

98. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? no one

99. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU? yes

100. BIGGEST FEAR? heights, fighting which could potentially ruin a relationship LOL

Sunday, October 10, 2010 // 2:23 AM

There you go in all your beautiful glory
Messing with my head like you always did

I'm thinking things I don't want to say
And I can't breathe
What do I have to tell you girl
So you won't leave

Tell me what I want to hear
I don' t care if you're lying baby
I just want to feel you touch me right now
Go ahead and call it love
Tomorrow you can deny it baby
Kiss me again, let me pretend
That it's not wrong
Baby, lead me on

I wanna touch your skin, I wanna taste it
I wanna feel that love like we used to make it

I don't care if we go nowhere
You're all I see
One more night with you
Is all I need

Tell me what I want to hear
I don' t care if you're lying baby
I just want to feel you touch me right now
Go ahead and call it love
Tomorrow you can deny it baby
Kiss me again, let me pretend
That it's not wrong
Baby, lead me on

I know what you want
I know what you need
I know when I'm gone
You'll still think of me
You know what I want
You know what I need
I know when you're gone
You won't even think about me

Tell me what I want to hear
I don' t care if you're lying baby
I just want to feel you touch me right now
So go ahead and call it love
Tomorrow you can deny it baby
Whisper my name, baby no shame
Is it so wrong?
Baby, lead me on

I know what you want
I know what you need
I know when I’m gone
You won’t even think about me

Baby, lead me on

Friday, October 8, 2010 // 9:57 PM

i miss our old english class
i miss the seating arrangement
i miss sitting across to garry, and so close to osly
i miss being able to flip my face and see snoopy and lyanna
i miss the way revell teaches
i miss catrina
i miss huynh
i miss bobina
i miss year 8
i miss year 9, only the beginning
i miss us, we were great
i miss having geography half the year and history for the rest of the year
i miss bmths old music
i miss jacks mannequin
i miss how we were all friends
i miss how they were all friends
i miss the old you
i miss fitness, as much as it killed me
i miss sharing a bench with cynthia and juliana
i miss having catrina in all my classes
i miss year 8 drama
i miss year 9 music
i miss old twitter
i miss bebo, okay not really
i miss tabitha
i miss the way i'd always feel safe with tabitha
i miss the redness of tabitha
i miss the missing left handle
i miss the speed i always got if i applied effort
i miss snoopy
i miss dono
i miss collin
i miss jun
i miss claudia
i miss nita
i miss nancy
i miss maria
i miss danny
i miss dalena
i miss the sunshine
i miss the heat
i miss humidity
i miss cobra starship
i miss panic
i miss madina lake
i miss paramore
i miss fun
i miss the time when we never fought
i miss max
i miss transformers
i miss my guitar, i should name it
i miss the music staffroom
i miss tommy
i miss school
i miss jenny
i miss vicky
i miss a whole lot of shit


and i want it back

ROFL,
Wednesday, October 6, 2010 // 4:04 PM

speak now
right above it
must have done something right
bedrock
grenade
i believe in you
black crow
who i am hates who ive been


.. LOL

paramorez in 8 days.... with relient k :D

apparently this month there are 5 fridays, saturdays and sundays and this thing kinda only happens about every 800 years or so.

i have to sleep at 10 tonight

have to have to have to

OMG I WATCHED despicable me. ITS SO FING CUTEEEEE XDXD LOL i swear .. ITS SO FLUFFFYYY F55555 LOL

i think ill watch the inbetweeners today, it looks pretty interesting LOL like skins anywho LOL

breakfast time :)

OH I WENT TO THE BEACH YESTERDAYY

IT WAS HEAVENNNNN LOL it didnt rain :)

when we got back to canley i was like ... wow the ground is so wet

thats how much it didnt rain ;D LOL

okay bye

ROFL,
Saturday, October 2, 2010 // 11:13 PM

i went for a bike ride about an hour ago, and it was by far, the most fun ive had all holidays.

so i took the school path to carramar, rode to kennys house, climbed down some stairs to this path adjacent the lake. i followed it till the warf, took a detour to see snez' old mansion, it is a mansion LOL the person who owns it now has a vespa. anywho, went back to the path and followed onwards .. to um idk where lol around and about, got back to the highway when the path ended. i was standing on the bridge, trying to figure out where to go from there and there was this groaning sound ... LOL scared the shit out of me so i decided to go back.

rode around canley, then to my auntys house at cabra thennnnn went home. when i was like a few meters away from home, it started raining and it was the best LOL

you know wot i like about all this? i mean it may sound tiring, time consuming and what not but i get to go to this tranquil state where im in solitude, surrounded by nothing but nature and i can let my thoughts run wild. i mean, you see so many wonderful things, smell the fresh wet grass, listen to the rapid running water and you almost always race dragonflies. i swear there are about 20 different birds ive recently seen that i dont see like at cabramatta, near red lea LOL. some places look like a few seconds of scenery from man vs. wild jungle episode LOL

its just beautiful

i love it

cant wait to bike with jura and tracey and lisa and whoever else on tuesday :D LOL

we coulda skated today dalz! LOL too bad :L

ROFL,
Friday, October 1, 2010 // 6:34 PM

i think ... i'm in love

.. <3

LOL bruno mars is so cute :) i totez recently downloaded his album and it is like the fuckin shit! I LOVE IT SO BAD LOL

anywho, i cant decide whether or not this week was eventful or just plain boring

i guess it was both

i swear im so losing track of like .. everything

cuz times and dates are getting all jumbled in ma mindz

but me and dalz bought danny a skate board for his birthday. we also got ourselves skate boards, our ones are better than dannys LOLOL. yeah stayed at their place till like 10 trying to learn how to skate. i guess ive improved :) i can skate on the road lol. ive only fallen once so far.

hm i wonder where my sister is

oh my god this is great

LOL yeah then um monday, went pools. i didnt bring my id so i couldnt swim ==; LOL so i went back to cats house hung with danny nguyen and cat, helped danny make his banner for cindy. OMG I SWEAR LOL hes so cute xD he bought a piece of white cotton material and asked us to help him paint "cindy will you go to formal with me? please dont reject me. no pressure." LOL he told me she almost cried, aw :)

tuesday i dont remember LOL wednesday ..... um LOL did i go shopping? or was that tuesday? well whenever it was, me and cat went AA to buy leonards presents. then we went back to lindas and ate pizza.

okay thursday I FINALLY WENT SWIMMING MOTHERFUCKER LOL i swear it was so cold, but then it got warm and then cold again OH i went with bobs. maria was supposed to come but she went to buy guitar hero instead haha, bitch. then we called eeh to come, then huynh came. then we went LS. then i went to the park, saw dalz and charlie, skated with them for 5 seconds. went back to dalz' house and ate pizza, again LOL then we skated to kims house, she was not home :( then we skated on kims road cuz there were no cars lol

yday, i went to cynthias thing. we ate at mizuya LOL it was alright, OHOH i had green tea cheese cake and green tea creme brulee :L IT WAS SO NICE LOL surprisingly :L then we went karaoke then cat and emily came, we kaed again. then we went home i think ... LOL yes :L we went home LOL

i had yum cha just then. it was horrible. i hate vinh phat.

I WANNA WATCH DESPICABLE ME :@