I made a long term commitment the other day. It's kind of scary. I don't think I can bare tutoring the same person for an entire term, but there is really no getting out of this because I've spent all the money the paid me :'(((((
BLOGGING IS SO BLOODY HARD. WTF.
It used to be easy :(
So I went to UNSW today for O-week. It was okay. I got a photo with (a) Ryan Gosling (cutout) ;) hehehehehehe
I'm kinda nerves for a lot of things
I hope it all turns out okay
On the bright side, I'm going to Groovin' The Moo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EXAMPLE, KOOKS, FLUME, LAST DINOS, AMITY AFFLICTION, TEMPER TRAP, TAME IMPALA HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
It'd be epic if I could road trip it there but it looks like I'm taking the plane LOL
I always get so nervous before teaching someone, like my stomach is fluttering out of control right now LOL but I guess its because I don't prepare stuff before hand. So it's all my fault. :(
I want the holidays to last foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
You were so demanding ... I got kind of scared LOL
So here goes,
In just under two weeks time I have my orientation week for university. The first day I'll spend checking out the campus and hopefully have a food fight like my sister did LOL Uni starts and I get through my tightly packed timetable without any problems. I hope I find the classes challenging but worthwhile. I hang out with friends, work and party on the weekends. I'll work hard all year -without skipping any lectures just like Madjie LOL- and have a good enough WAM to transfer into Medicine. As far as boyfriends go, I don't think I can maintain a stable relationship with the first guy I meet there (sorry potential lover ;) I reckon my love life will be kinda rocky and I'll get through a few people before I know who and what I want, this may take some years LOL but it's all good :) I'll also keep in touch with the Kik crew and the girls and the Truongs. I have things to settle with some people, so hopefully it'll be done soon
So anyway, Medicine, I'll be a first year again LOL I hope I don't lose my drive and I hope I'll be able to withstand the stress and that. I hope the friends I make will be long lasting ones and I hope I can maintain the friendships I have now.
I can't really go into detail with the uncertain, cos if I've learnt anything in these past 12 months, it's that life can take so many different turns which can still lead you to the same outcomes, so I guess I'll talk about my hopeful outcomes LOL
I've actually always imagined myself marrying young, this is also a strong want of mine LOL always thought I'd marry in my twenties, even the early twenties. I guess it's cos of my life right now. My parents married when they were pretty old and my dad is entering his 60's soon and I'm still a teenager. I fear they may not be alive for the birth of their grandchildren or be able to see them grow up. Plus I need a babysitter LOL anyway, that's why I wanna marry early. I want my parents to have grandchildren and I want this to continue with my kids, marrying early (though it's no longer the convention) cos I wanna see my great grandchildren.
But I digress. I hope I'll find a good guy by the time I'm 20 so we can marry in a couple of years. The medicine course is a 7 year one and I don't mind getting married in the middle of it, or towards the end. If I get to start next year, I'll be 25 or so when I graduate with my MBBS, so anytime between 23 and hopefully, shortly after I graduate would be suitable marriage time LOL It'd be nice if my husband was studying to be a doctor too but I've always seen myself with someone artsy cos they'll like, make me happy n that LOL (poorly expressed) like an escape.
Anyway. Graduation will be good. Interning at hospitals will be good. I'll be married, which is good LOL
Oh yeah, about the wedding. I'm gonna have it in a church, no matter what religion my husband is. We can have a tea ceremony later if he's Buddhist. I've always imagined a slim dress which puffs out kinda past the waist and leads into a long train. I'll have a tiara like a princess and the flowers will be yellow, orange and white. A warm hue. Hopefully I don't get fat LOL. Anyway. Between the church and the reception, we'll be taking photos with the bridesmaids and groomsmen. I imagine them changing out of the tuxes and satin dresses to change into very, summer-in-venice-esque clothing LOL yellow mullet dresses for the girls, like they're on a picnic but a very fancy one, and the guys change into rolled up chinos with suspenders, white button up t shirts and bow ties, hair all slicked back :) and all the girls hair, left down and flowy and stuff LOL and we're in the middle of a field of flowers and we just take fun jumping photos and all that stuff :) I may even do a cartwheel LOL As for the groom and me, idk if we'll change out of our clothes or not. Probably will. or like have half in our regular church clothes and half in the summer picnic clothes. Omg and there are a variety of flowers and colours but a general warm hue is maintained :)
So reception. Either on a boat or outdoors like yours, Em. I want a good band to play at my wedding LOL and I want karaoke at the end of the night.
We'll head home at the end of the night and then head off to our honeymoon either in Sweden, Italy, France, Hawaii, or Germany LOL
Then we'll have kids and omg, I've already thought of names LOL
But then I'll have to go back and specalise for another 2 years so I can become a surgeon and my whole plan will be fucked LOL
So I guess the best time is to study until I can fully practice Medicine. But that ruins my plans of marrying and having children early LOL So I guess it all comes down to what life throws at me. I may end up leaving medical school. Heck, I may never make it in. But whatever happens, I hope I can make the most of it. I hope I always strive for the best and never lose my drive for happiness, however it is brought.