omfg, i'm starting to freak outttttt
we have show case this thursday, my ip isn't up to scratch
I have umat next week and I havent studied
The week after we have trials. I cannot afford to fuck anything up
and two weeks after i have my drama HSC
and two weeks after that i have my music HSC and i havent even finished my spain solo yet =====================================
what have i been doing the last 5 days? fuck my life
what am i doing?
what am i doing?
what am i doing
I need to set my priorities straight.
I miss you
I feel so bad for neglecting my drama project. I can't help but wonder sometimes what everything would be like right now if I had chosen poster design instead of set. I mean, I spent most of my silent life photoshopping and when an opportunity arises where I can show off some of the skill I've accumulated, I don't take it.
I was kind of bummed too, talking to Hellen about her poster design and discussing ideas with the Dannys. Life would've been so much easier if I just didn't want to try something new :(
But I don't mind. Set is really fun, I just like to work on it for long periods of time. If I can only spare an hour, I'd prefer to do something else instead.
I really hope I can pull off my idea for the set.
Time is running out. I spent the entire day doing past papers to make up for my lack of self discipline the night before. I Kiked too many people :( and I had to pay the price...
My guitaring is at a .. well, its kind of like ... flat LOL Not progressing, but i'm not losing any skill. I really want to just dedicate an entire day to set and music, but I have group work and lectures and extra tutor classes. Sighzor
I can't wait for things to just settle down. I know a lot of people are looking forward to post trials but I've got my drama HSC, the real deal, 2 weeks after that and 2 weeks after drama, I have music. Oh my god I am not ready :'(
I think I'll be a bit more calm after the practical examinations. I get scared shitless when I have to perform, and it shows. But I have gotten over that whole bitter phase. Thank god. I don't think I could've tolerated another one of my own hissy fits ==
I'm so excited for my chemistry exam because my chemistry exam marks the end of my HSC and it also means I get to eat at the Centrepoint buffet with Collin and camping with my lovers :)
I need to revise Production of Materials
I also think I can sleep at 5 am every day and still be fine :)
WOOH I only had 6-7 hours of sleep and I felt so refreshed!!!!! Gah, I love winters chilly mornings when the sun's shining and all :)
I can't wait! :)
also, HI EM :)
ndandlkdhgdOMG I noticed today that titles of my 4 most recent posts all contained ellipses LOL
I really like head bobbing to this song
So the last 4 days have been pretty hectic. I was really sleep deprived because I insisted on staying up till 2 every night to finish work and read. Then I'd have to wake up at 7-ish to run erands and shop LOL I WENT SHOPPING BTW GUYS LOL Collin and I got a heap of clothes ... for him :( LOL I'm still devo that I couldn't get what I wanted from the city cos I decided to be tight
Anyway, on Monday .. I walked .. a lot LOL it was nice :) And so was this
It was da bomb, thanks Jen!
Anywho, next day I had to walk a heap too cuz Collin and I ... well, we.. we went shopping again :(
LOL IT was for a good cause though :) totes a selfless act
yep, well afterward,
OMG when Col and I were shopping, we saw these kids right, these siblings
And we decided to stalk them LOL :)a
why are trial papers so friggen hard :(