We made a fire again just cos
Went bowling to see off Ayesha who is now in Pakistan working for an NGO :)
Skates with Collin before Tennis
HSP after tennis
Birthday boy pre hike
Aw they switched positions
Collin, what are you doing?????????????????
Passed some American tourists and spoke to them looking like this lol
What a lazy hoe
Spectrum. Not as good as it was last year
First time seeing an Echidna in the wild!!!!
Looking out over my fave beach :)
GAMSAT tomorrow, volunteering at Kendricks gig, start work again on Monday and start making the money I've been deprived of in the last 2 weeks.
Life is good
I'm so anxious.
No matter how much I study or how much I procrastinate or how much time I spend with my special friends, I can't shake this feeling of .... idek what to call it. Dread?
I'm so scared. Not just about Saturday, but of the rest of my life. I know I'm supposed to be excited for all these new experiences and opportunities, but thinking about it makes me so restless.
But I'm kind of hoping I'm only feeling this way because I'm nervous.
I keep trying to tell myself that it'll go away on Sunday
But then I remember all the promises I made and all the responsibilities I pushed aside for this and right now it just makes me feel like shit.
I don't know.
Everyone else is so:
To those who don't have any idea what to get me, in no particular order except for the first:
NSW NATIONAL PARK ANNUAL PASS
A bag that is in no way this exact brand. Just something with the same colour, shape and pattern (i.e. no pattern)
A backpack, sturdy so it can hold up through travel
A tape dispenser
These are only if you guys wanna buy me stuff. I really do like heart felt gifts that don't cost any money. Write me a story (bobs), make me a scrap book, take me out camping (or just come camping with me and i'll plan). I'm not too fussed.
Keen for April babes.
Was gonna write something meaningful, but Drew is hungry and I think he is outside now so, another time LOL
I feel older.
I was covering the first aid post for the Cosmos Midnight/ Panama gig at the Roundhouse for O Week and I just felt so old. There I was, officially out of Uni, watching a bunch of eager soon-to-be-first years drinking and dancing and embracing the music with strangers who they'd soon be able to call friends.
I felt nostalgic, sad even.
It's so weird seeing almost all my friends go back to uni this week and I'm just here, on my gap year, not really working, not really going on adventures because I'm studying for GAMSAT.
Even though technically I'm ahead because I've finished a degree, I feel so left behind. At work, they asked me to send in my uni timetable so they could roster me on around it, but I told them that I was taking a gap year and they were ecstatic that I was free all the time. They've been calling me in the night before more and more frequently and idk, it just feels so weird to be able to say 'yes' cos I am actually free. That I have nothing really going on for me this year, lol.
Anyway, I'm so keen to get March 19 over and done with!
I can't wait to go to Europe.
My friends and I have been planning it more and more, and we're at that stage where almost all of us have our tickets! Yay!!
So many things I wanna do and see
I'm so keen to leave Sydney for a bit
Have some photos from Collin's 21st:
Hm, I could only find this one.
Guess the rest are on their way!
Happy Wednesday :)