humans are a weird species. they can get agro and chuck and huge fit at a very small topic or subject. a little nothing can turn into a big something.
Just ignoring someone can make that person feel like crap and start crying. i dont get why some/most people act so brave and tough (guys and girls) when someone is telling them off or saying things that are really hurting them inside. and yet when someone isnt listening to them or ignoring them or if they dont believe them or something, two waterfalls are falling from their face. Some other people just cry at everything, if its small or big.
I hate being sad. So when someone i love is hurting me i make it seems like nothing. i say something along the lines or 'oh issert, sorry'. i have all these feelings bottled up inside of me for quite a long time, but i release everything i have to say to huynh or jun or someone else, all at once and that makes me feel better i guess? i hate it when one little thing like someone calling me stupid or not believeing/in me can make me cry. those things, tho they are little, can cause me and many other people -i have witnessed many- to come to tears, then we continue crying for all the times we didnt cry. Sometimes i just find any excuse to cry so i can release all my feelings. Is this a bad thing? keeping everything inside me until that one little thing comes along and then everythign is released? maybe i should cry more often? :o or i should just talk to people about my problems.
Do yu know what else i hate? when grown ups think that little children dont know anythign cause theyre 'little children' no matter how old, 7 or 15. when they think that all teenagers are tbs and that they think they know everything when they dont. some do. i for one am quite a smart child and it really pisses me off when a teacher or my parents or something dont trust me to do something cause im too young. i really should tell them, but i know theyre gna say, 'you think you know everythign but you dont'. bloodaye mfs. since they dont believe me i have to lie and say all this bs, so i can do something. i hate lying to people. i wish they would just believe me when i say i can do something.